Dearest Waleed,
It feel crime to address you as a dearest when I had come to accept the ugly truth that you are no longer mine. You were never mind. Then how did I had such atrocious thought of claiming you when you were destined to be someone else.
It's hurts. My heart hurt. Every time I read your letter to Haneen which I received it, it killed me. A part of me wished I could take the place of Haneen and another part I wished....
It was cruel. Such a cruel thought. I hated myself. I loathed myself for having such atrocious thoughts. But what could I do. I wasn't in my sense. I ask forgiveness from Allah every night. The thought of Haneen being dead crosses my mind, several times. It was the shaitaan that led me had such thought.
Oh Waleed, this heartbreak is too throbbing. It feel like my heart is being stabbed with a thin delicate needle.
A part of me wished you to give those letters back to you, but it would be cruel. I don't want to hurt anyone. I am.sorry Waleed for having feelings for you. I am sorry for having the thought of Haneed being dead.
I...am...sorry.
And I am sorry for not sending this letter to you. I cannot bring myself to do it. So with my other memories, I am burning this letter.
P.s: i am getting married. I hope I can start a new beginning.
#stitchingmyheartback
Yours Truly
Hiba
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Letters From The Known | ✔
ContoWhen Hiba receive a letter from unknown everyday, each letter reveal her something new which she was unaware of. Those letter told story.
