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Popped a Pill

I Popped a pill a few years back.
Now I'm hooked.
My clutch through it all.
5 years has gone so fast with you by my side.

Why did you turn on me?
I hate you.
I love you.
I need more and more to feel you.
I'm desperate.
I'm drowning.
Keep me skinny.
Get me high.
Just help me feel okay again.
One pill, two pills, where did they all go?
Just one more, it's going to be okay.

Fuck.
I am a slave to you.
Just one more.
I'll make up for it tomorrow.
I'll stay sober.
I promise.

Please just remember.
I'm in control.
Not you.
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Tomorrow

Fuck
I said no more tomorrow.
But now tomorrow is today.

Just one more pill, it'll be okay.
I promise I won't be like the others.
How do they get addicted anyways?

I am not an addict.
But I will point my fingers at you.

I am not an addict.
But I just popped over half my script in two days.

I am not an addict.
But I can't stop.

I am not an addict.
No not me.

I am in control.
Don't you see?

One pill
Two pills
Three pills
And four.

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Fuck.
Today he found out.

He was an addict, and now you are too.
You pointed your fingers at him, but sweetie just look at you.

Ironic isn't it?

But love please don't worry.
He recovered, and you will too.

I'm sorry darling but the time has come for you to choose.

Give it up.

OR

Give him up.