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with songs out, i was feeling unstoppable. i had finished all of my songs, Everything Happens for a Reason, Selfish, Baby, The end, Emotional bruises, Stained glass, Sour times, Boyshit, Homesick, Blue, Interlude, Stay numb and carry on, Effortlessly, Follow the white rabbit, Default and The beginning.
my album had finally pieced together, the lyrics and the music matching effortlessly.
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𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝗿𝘂𝗱𝗲𝘁𝗵 and 4,568,001 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗿 wowewwwww. i am in complete awe right now, thank you so so much for everything you have done for me. this album means so much to me and i hope it means as much to you. Life Support, out tonight at midnight. stay tuned, love you all ❤️
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𝗵𝗮𝗶𝗹𝗲𝘆𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗯𝗲𝗿 yayyy
𝗮𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵𝟱𝟱 can't wait mads <3
𝗱𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗮𝘃𝗼𝘁𝗼 🥳🥳
𝗿𝘂𝗱𝗲𝘁𝗵 proud of you :)
𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗯𝗮𝗶𝗹𝗲𝘆𝗯𝗮𝗯𝗲 YES QUEENN
𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗹𝘆𝗻𝗰𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 thats my mf sister !!!!
𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵𝗮𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗸𝗲𝘀 period
𝗱𝗿𝗲𝘄𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝗸𝗲𝘆 im in love with it already
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my cheeks blushed at the compliments but was soon taken over by confusion after hearing a knock on my door.
i swung open the door, rudy. "hey?"
running a hand threw his blonde hair, he stared at me. "mads."
"you okay?" i asked, looking at the distraught look on his face. he shook his head no quickly, "no, no."
"talk to me." i whispered, placing a comforting hand on his arm.
"i am sorry, for this. for everything." he spat, his breathe heaving. "don't apologize for being happy, ruds."
"but i'm not, okay. i regret what i did every single day, it's tearing me apart knowing how much i hurt you. i-i don't want her, i want you." he spoke quickly.
Wait...What???
"slow down. what are you saying." i pushed my brown hair out of my face.
he gently placed both of his hands on the side of my face, leaning on slightly so our lips hovered over one another's, "i'm sorry." he muttered before smashing our lips together.
my breathe hitched in my throat as the familiar lips hit my own, my brain refusing to believe that this was actually happening right now.
it didn't take me long to kiss him back, i didn't have to think about it. if felt so nice but so wrong at the same time.
