When 2 lost souls come together

Always on my mind

This chapter will only have Cassius , Lucas, and aunt Jackie in it.

I've been laying in bed for the past day not wanting to go to school all because of some girl. Since when did I ever be a guy to feel guilty for pressuring someone to open up I don't even usually go near girls unless it's to fuck , speaking of which I haven't ducked anyway since Cora arrived at school. I really need to get laid. Maybe that's all it is , the new girl is a challenge and I just need to get her in bed then I'd be over her.

Ring ring

"Aye what's up" I said answering my phone.

"Dude you sound so depressed" Lucas says back.

"Shut up" I said.

"Dude you good? Ever since last night you been hella moody and extra angry" Lucas says back.

"Man I'm fine how about you come over in like a hour because Jackie wants to talk to me, probably about me not coming home the other night" I said but instantly regret it.

"Wait where were you" he says.

"A girls house" I said as I put pants on.

"Yeah but you never stay the night that's why your called the walking one night stand Cassius" Lucas says back.

"Dude it's nothing" I said.

"Oh my god you were at coras weren't you" he said , he almost sounded happy about it.

"Aye uh my aunt needs me bye" I said hanging up quickly.

As I walk down stairs I see aunt Jackie already waiting for me like she is angry.

"Where the hell were you the other night" she says.

Me and my aunt never hide anything from each other so.

"At uh the new girl coras house" I said guilty.

"Really? But you usually come home after having sex" she says, she sounds like Lucas.

"Yeah well we didn't have sex" I said drinking my coffee.

"Then why were you over at her house" she says confused.

"After detention we drove to her house and I slept over we shared the bed but nothing happens besides us cuddling and then in the morning her mom saw us but she was really cool she even said I'm welcome anytime" I said.

"Woah sounds like you guys have gotten close this week" she says as she sits down across from me.

"Yeah but I ruined it she doesn't wanna see me anymore" I said.

Why the hell did my voice crack.

"Why what did you do" she says.

"I pushed her to open up to soon and now she hates me" I said rubbing my face.

"Well that's your fault Cassius , but did she" Jackie asks curiously.

"Yeah she did, she was abused by her father her and her mother for 4 years and she was about to say something also almost like he raped her" I said getting angry.

"Calm down Cassius but see I told you she is probably hurting now she didn't wanna open up just yet" Jackie says.

"Yeah but she was going to with you when you guys start your therapy session" I said turning towards her.

"Yeah but when she is ready she would of told me, we would start of slow Cassius start of with little things" she says calmly.

"God I'm so stupid" I said angry.

"No your confused" Jackie says.

"How , how am I confused" I said .

"Tell me how things changed since she has been here , tell me things that have happens since she has been here" she says.

"I haven't fucked anyone since she has arrived, she makes me feel like I can be myself , she kissed me right before she said to leave her alone but it felt so right but it felt like the wrong time , but when she kissed me I didn't wanna have sex with her just yet but I guess you can see I am confused because she is always on my mind" I said looking down.

"See you are confused because you think you just need her in bed but she also makes you feel differently in a better way Cassius" Jackie says back.

"Yeah but we just met how can I already have feelings for her, I don't even know what these are that I'm feeling since I never even had a girlfriend" I said looking back up.

"Maybe it's love at first sight" Jackie says.

"Yeah right that's only in books and fairy tales" I said chuckling.

"Well then try talking to her again , I'll even try tomorrow since that's our first session I'll explain that this is new to you, but you both are just 2 lost souls that are probably meant to come together eventually" Jackie says.

"God auntie your such a romantic" I said laughing.

"HEY IM HERE" Lucas says entering my house.

"Well if it isn't my favorite little brown eyes" Jackie says hugging Lucas.

"Well if it isn't my favorite one and only blonde" Lucas says laughing and hugging back.

"Guys I'm still here" I said laughing .

"Yeah yeah , so what were you guys talking about" Lucas says sitting down.

"About the new girl Cora, Cassius here is in love" Jackie says teasing.

" I knew it" Lucas says.

"I am not in love for god sakes" I said with a groan.

"Sure buddy" Lucas says.

Later in Cassius room

"Ha I win you owe me fifty-bucks" Lucas says as he throws the controller on the bed.

"Fine here" I said as throw him fifty bucks.

"Man your grumpy lately, when's the last time you got laid" Lucas asks .

"Not since Cora arrived" I said as I throw myself on my bed.

"No way you like her I knew it" Lucas says.

"No, no I don't plus she doesn't want to ever see me again" I say back.

"We'll just leave that to me and maya" he says winking.

"Oh no you have an idea" I say kinda scared.

When Lucas has an idea means he's planning something I won't like.

"Yep , do you know what Cora had planned tomorrow" Lucas asks.

"Like I said we haven't talked since the race and all I know is she has therapy with my aunt tomorrow" I said.

"Okay then I'll text maya to tell Cora to meet her after her session and then it's planning time" Lucas says excited.

I roll my eyes.

"So you and maya huh" I said because him and maya have been hanging out a lot.

"Yeah I like her but she just opened up about a past relationship thing and we are going slow" Lucas says .

"That's good, I wish Cora would open up to me" I said.

"Maybe you need to open up about something first and she will back" Lucas says as he grabs the controller.

"Yeah maybe" I say looking at the floor.

"Is she all you been thinking about today because you've be distracted" Lucas says as he plays a racing game.

"Yeah how can I not, she's always on my mind" I sighed.