What do I do?

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Ali's POV :

I woke up to my alarm the next morning. Ugh I really don't want to go to school. I can't face em. I can't look at her. I decided to stay home. I couldn't even get up. My crotch hurt so bad. Noel messed me up. I puked when I stood up. I just want to in stay in my room and never come out. I keep reliving that moment last night.

Emily's POV :

I waited for Ali at her locker until the bell rang, she never came. She wasn't in first period. Where was she? I hope she's okay. I decided to text her.

Emily: Ali where are you?

            Are you okay?

            Can you please text me back?

            Did I do something?

            Ali?

She never replied. The day seemed to drag on and on. When the final bell rang I went home. I never received a text or phone call. I'm so worried about her. I just want to know she's alright.

Ali's POV :

I feel terrible. Emily keeps texting me but I don't have the heart to tell her  I don't want to tell anyone. I got raped.. and Noel probably doesn't even remember it. Ems never going to believe he just forced me. She's never going to talk to me again. I started crying again. Why did I ever go over there.  I'm so stupid. Emily is going to hate me. She's going to think I'm the same Alison I was when I left. Selfish. Never thinking of anyone but myself. I fell back to sleep. I woke up up to a banging on my door. Mom and dad were at work and I have no idea where my brother could be. I went down and answered it. There stood a scared and worried emily. I just stared at her partially because I was surprised she was there and partially because I was scared. I knew I was going to have to tell her.  "Where were you today? Why wouldn't you text me back?  Was it me? Are you going to say anything?"  She blasted me with questions. Nothing came out of my mouth. Tears built in her eyes. I just looked at her. She turned around about to leave. "Wait em.." I barely got it out. She just looked at me waiting for an explanation. I didn't know what to say. "I was raped." It just came out. Her face changed from worried to anger. "It's the same bull shit stories as it used to be! Yeah right Ali. Noel Kahn just raped you! Whatever. I knew you couldn't help yourself." She said and she just stormed away. I stood there. My heart breaking into a million pieces. I instantly started crying. "Why won't a she believe me?!" I screamed. I ran in my house and slammed my bedroom door shut and locked it. I punched the wall. It hurt like hell but I didn't care. I just cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I pulled my phone out.

Alison: thanks for ruining my life Noel. Really appreciate it.

Noel: what are you talking about?

Alison: you really don't remember?!

Noel: what the hell are you talking about?

Alison: you fucking raped me noel! And now emily won't talk to me because she thinks I willingly hooked up with you!

Noel: I did not rape you Alison! You made the moves on me. Why the hell would I rape you. Stop telling lies. You haven't changed. And why does emily care. And why do care if emily is mad because we hooked up?

Alison: stop saying that. I'm not lying this time! You fucking raped me! You were drunk when I got there. You forcefully took off my pants and raped me. And you know why emily fucking matters? Because I'm fucking in love with that girl! Yeah I said it. I'm in love with a girl. And that girl won't fucking talk to me now because no one believes you raped me!

Noel: Well great to hear I fucked a lesbian! Yeah fucked. Not raped. Get that shit out of your head. We had sex Ali. Deal with it.

I just threw my phone across the room. I got raped and no one's going to believe me.

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