Ali's POV :
Today is the first day at school. I've never been so nervous. I was getting ready when em texted me.
Emily: do you want a ride to school?
Alison: yeah that would be great.
Emily: be there in 5.
Thank god emily is picking me up. I would be way more nervous if she wasn't there. I was finishing up when I heard a car horn. I took one last look in the mirror. "You can do this. Youve been through much worse." I said said to myself. I walked down the stairs and out the door. Em was leaning against her car waiting for me. "You ready?" She asked. "As ready as I'll ever be let's do this" I said back. School was about a 10 minute drive from my house. The car ride was very quiet. We didn't say a word. She pulled into the parking lot and parked. We just sat there in silence for a minute. "You're going to be alright. I promise." She said. I looked at her with tears in my eyes. "Awe honey don't cry. You're going to do great." She said wiping my tears. I leaned over and gave her a kiss. "Thank you em for everything." "It's my pleasure." She said. We got out of the car and started making our way to the school. A lot of people were just staring. Others were whispering. A few people would come up go me and give me a hug and say welcom back. Em was there were step of the way. We walked to my locker and put some books in. "Where's your first class?" Em asked. "Ugh English with Mr. Fitz." "Great we have that together." She said. We started walking to class. I walked in and everyone just stared. Em went to her seat. Conveniently there was an open seat next to her. She waved me over. I sat down Spencer, Hanna, and Aria all walked in. I didn't know we all had this class together. They smiled and waved to us. "What's up? How's it going ali?" Aria asked. "Alright so far. I'm just glad we all have a class together." I said. I looked over and Hanna was already passed out. We all laughed. Mr. Fitz walked in and greeted us. "Welcome back to Rosewood High everyone and welcome back Ms. Dilaurentis. Today were going to talk about the book How to Kill A Mockingbird." I was just zoning everything out. I couldn't concentrate. I could feel eyes on me I look over and Noel Kahn was staring
at me. He smiled and waved. I smiled back. "God he still looks good." I thought to myself. I felt my phone vibrate so I looked at it. It was from Noel.
Noel: hey al. Looking good;)
Ali: what's up? And thank you.
Noel: wanna come chill tonight?
Ali: sure. Where at?
Noel: the cabin. I figured you could use some time to loosen up. I got your favorite;)
Ali: lol alright I'll be there. What time?
Noel: let's say 7
Ali: see you then.
Noel: can't wait;)
I'm really nervous to hang out with Noel. I haven't seen him in so long. And the last time we were together we were drunk at a party and we hooked up. Maybe tonight will be different.
Before I knew it it was lunch. I found the girls and went and sat down. They still sit at the same spot that we used to before I disappeared. I sat next to Em and the other three girls were on the other side of the table. "So how's your day ali?" Em asked. "Umm it's alright. Noel asked me to hang out tonight." "What did you tell him?" She asked. "Well I told him yes. I figured I could take some time to hang out with an old friend." Em seemed to get really irritated. She didn't look at me and didn't talk to me. She stood up. "I'll be back." She said. She started to walk away so I followed her. "Emily! Emily please wait!" I yelled but she ran to the bathroom. I went on behind her and she already had tears in her eyes. "Em what is wrong?" She looked at me with tears streaming down her face. "You hanging out with Noel. That's what's wrong. The last time you hung out with Noel you guys hooked up. I'm afraid that's going to happen again." She said
I just looked at her. Tears began to build in my eyes. "Do you not trust me..I said. "No I trust you. I just don't him. I'll be fine. Go hang out with Noel tonight. Alright?" She said. "Okay.." I said as I walked out. Why is em being like that? I'm hanging out with Noel tonight. And I'm going to have fun.
After school I just walked home. I didn't want to face emily. I got home and started to get ready to go to Noel's. I borrowed my mom's car and drove to the cabin. Emily had texted me a couple times saying sorry. I didn't text back. If she's going to act like that then we don't need to talk. I got to Noel's cabin and he greeted me with a hug. He nearly fell over. Great. He's already drunk. We went in and sat on the couch. He gave me a drink. I drank it slow so he didn't try and give me more. He was drinking beer after beer. He just stared at me for a minute. Then he started to lean in. He was about to kiss me. I tried to get up but he grabbed my arm and pulled me back down. "Oh no. You're not getting away that fast. I've waited a long time for this." He said. He started kissing me, forcefully. I was trying to get away but his grip was too hard. He got his his pants down and he got mine down too. I was crying at this point. I started kicking him and punching him but he didn't care. He pulled out a condom and put it on. Then was the worst part. He put it in me and started thrusting. It hurt so bad. I was screaming. He was so drunk he thought I was enjoying it. He finally got off because he had to puke. I got up as soon as he got off found my pants and ran to my car. I started it quickly and drove away with out looking back. I drove straight home as fast as I could. I didn't want to see anyone. I just went to my room and cried. I cried until I fell asleep.
