Shawn Mendes imagines

FOR @Vicky_Mendes

"Have a good day." I smiled at the customer as my phone rang. This was probably the 4th time so i decides to pick up.
"Hello?"
"Is Shawn Mendes your boyfriend?" A male voice asked.
"Yea-yeah."
"Well he's not waking up after he was rushed to the hospital."
"What happened?" My voice was shaky.
"Car accident. The hospital is on the Corner St." Man said and hang up. Tears started to run down my cheeks. No it can't be happening. This is so unfair. I quickly put on my coat and ran out of the coffee shop.

When i got there Shawn mum and sister were already in the waiting room. They both got up and gave me a big hugs.
"Sweetie they say there's a big chance of him not waking up. He might not make it. My baby boy can die." Shawns mum said and cried while i held her.
"No. He will wake up, I know that."
"How do you know?" Aaliyah asked and started crying. I tightly hugged her too.
"I can feel it cupcake."

I wanted to cry. Hours and doctors passed but nothing happened. They didn't tell us anything. I knew i couldn't cry because of Shawns mom and sister, if they saw me crying, they would cry even harder. I had to stay strong but i didn't know how much longer i could do that.
"Shawn Mendes family?" A doctor came to us. 3 of us got up. "Come one by one into the room to if you want to say your last goodbye."

I was a crying mess once i step into the room. Everything was white. Even Shawn, he looked so pale. I took his cold hand in mine.
"So umm... The doctors are saying that you're not gonna make it. I don't believe them. Or maybe i just don't want to accept the fact that you're gone. No more cuddles, hugs, kisses, everything. Letting you go is harder than anything. I feel like i should be in your place. I mean i don't have a family but you do. No one would miss me but you.. thousands of people are going to cry when they'll hear the news. I CANT SAY GOODBYE TO YOU! IM NOT READY! I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH!"
"You don't have to." Weak voice answered.
"Shawn?" I sobbed. There he was actually alive. "Oh my god, you're actually alive. I love you so so much." I pulled him into a kiss.
"Please don't ever leave me." I cried. "Please..."
"I promise Vicky. I love you so much my little muffin." I smiled. "And now maybe you want to go get a nurse?" He asked.
"Shawn." I pouted. Was he being serious?
"I'm kidding, I just want to be in your arms."