"Everyday when you perform I sunk deeper and deeper.
Wondering what I'm talking about?
Depression.
Everyday I sunk into depression hole deeper and deeper.
There's no going back. Nothing helps me. Even drugs aren't the option anymore.
You thought your heart felt for a happy, bubbly girl but I'm like this only on the outside.
Inside? I'm full of hurt, pain, sadness, depression. It's like there's a black hole in my heart.
No, no. You can't fix me. How can you fix the problem without knowing it's reasons? My little naive Shawn, what did you got yourself into?
Sometimes I wonder why did you ever felt in love with me. Do you know even a single thing about me? And no, I'm not talking about my favorite ice cream flavor or favorite movie. I'm talking about the real things that actually matter.
I'm a basically a stranger that is super close to you.
Can't you feel it? Our relationship is fading. We will never be the same. That's why the best decision would be to leave you.
When I'm walking away from you my heart rips in pieces. If we broke up my heart would be gone but at least you'd be safe. Away from a monster like me.
You're living your dream, I'm living my nightmare.
A/n: not edited and I feel like shit but no one the fuck cares.
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Shawn Mendes imagines
FanfictionMy older imagines are pretty poorly written and quite depressing so unless you're into that I just recommend you to skip to newer ones, because i promise you they get better with time!I'm also open to just about anything, so feel free to request awa...
