5/23/2021
HIIIII okay so i attempted again last night !
i was SOOOOOO SOOO CLOSE TO SHIFTING MAN... LIKE LET ME EXPLAIN
okay so the estelle + no sleep combination method was good yes, but maaan does it get boring after doing it a bunch of times over?? like. HEHHSSA IT JUST gets so hard to concentrate when i've played the scene out so many times in my head. SO i switched to the sunni method + blanket method combination kind of?? IT WORKS SO WELLLLLLLL LIKE.
THE SECOND I CLOSED MY EYES I STARTED FEELING ALL FLOATY?? i think i was doing smth wrong by visualizing right away too? because it works so well to feel/think first? i also noticed it's good to like.. explain stuff in my head? like "i am in my bedroom, on my bed which is facing __ and there's a door on the __ side of the room and there is __ and __ in the hallway outside of said door. etc." if that makes sense ?? it just makes me feel like i'm There already and it helps.
ANYWAYS. it got to the point where i was almost completely numb?? and then my legs started shaking rlly bad? and my breathing got soo fast and stuff it was great. i also started ACTUALLY PHSICALLY HEARINF AND FEELING AND SMELLING STUFF FROM MY DR OOOHHHHH MAN IT WAS SO COOL. and i saw these flashing lights kind of?? like there was a weird beam of blue in the corner of one eye and some flickering gray and black in the other.
BUT THEN THE PERSON LAYING NEXT TO ME HAD A SNEEZING FIT N IT ALL STOPPED,,, i couldn't seem to get the same stuff to happen again bht i was still rlly motivated (despite being tired and having a headache from being up all night HAHA) so i tried to lucid dream instead! not as big of an event but still interesting, plus i've done it quite a few times before so.
i did that finger method thing?? where you wiggle your fingers BWHAHA it felt so funny to lay there just. wiggling my fingers. but nothing happened sadly and i just fell asleep and had the same weird dreams as usual :(
BUT SFILL.. i am so excited. i want to attempt again tonight sooo bad but i got to take a break for atleast one or two nights since i've been trying a looot the past few days.
i'll update if anything happens, and as always, good luck! :)
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shifting progress book!
Spiritualhelloooo! i'm just beginning to attempt at shifting/reality shifting, and decided to make a book of progress. i am not a professional in anyway, and am still learning, but feel free to accompany me in my progress! i hope this is helpful in some way...
