I WAS SO CLOSE???? ?????(I THINK)

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5/27/2021



HELLOOOOOO OKAY SO I LITERALLY JUST ATTEMPTED LIKE 10 MINUTES AGO AND HOOOOLLLLYYYY SHIIIIIIITTT.

i tried doing the estelle method again!! this time i actually used music?? it was a song i made myself though (i play the piano and make digital music a lot lol. i'm not that good though) and listened to some binaural stuff earlier but it scared me HAHA.

ANYWAYS. about halfway through the song (it's probably like 5 minutes) i started hearing this odd humming/booming noise idk?? like i said i made the song myself and i KNOW that's not in there. ir was like this odd echoing rumble? similar to thunder but constant and slightly more soft sounding. it got louder and louder, then faded out eventually and i couldn't hear the tv or my mom snoring anymore, just the music. 

i didn't have any spinning or twitching this time though? just that. it was odd, but really relaxing actually. usually attempting to shift is kinda nerve wracking and exciting but this was just nice. anyway nothing happened after that and after a few minutes i could hear the tv and stuff again.

i'm gonna take a break for a few days since there's a bunch of stuff i have to do tomorrow. wish me luck dudes

anyways, i'll make a chapter about my script and where i'm trying to shift to soon. probably later tonight or tomorrow idk BEHHAHA

i just wanted to type this out real quick bc MAN was that cool. 

even if i didn't shift, it was still very nice.

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