Mha Oneshots/OC Oneshots

Shigaraki x OC Angst

Trigger Warning = Self Harming, Attempted Suicide, Anorexia

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That's how many cuts Shigaraki added to his wrist.

He winced as he made a deeper cut.

Shigaraki started cutting after All For One got captured.

He felt guilty that he failed his master.

Shigaraki looked at himself in the mirror and started silently crying.

He hated how he looked.

Shigaraki thought he was overweight but he was actually underweight.

He hasn't eaten in days, starving himself and exercising all day getting rid of the "fat".

He looked at his pathetic self and kept cutting, over and over again.

He started scratching his neck making blood drip everywhere.

Shigaraki sobbed and went deeper and faster on his arms.

"Hey Shigaraki, you okay in there", Lilly asked from outside the bathroom door.

"Y-yeah I'm fine", Shigaraki cried.

"No your not, I'm coming in", Lilly said.

"No wait", Shigaraki said but it was to late, Lilly saw what he was doing.

He looked down in shame and silence filled the room.

Lilly silently walked over to him and grabbed the knife from his hand.

She set it down on the counter and grabbed his hands, forcing him to show his arms.

Tears flowed down his face, feeling embarrassed and pathetic.

Lilly trailed her hand up and down his right arm silently.

She grabbed a first aid kit from under the sink and turned on the sink.

She grabbed his hands and put his arms under the water.

He winced as the hot water hit his open cuts.

After a while, the cuts stopped bleeding and Lilly turned off the sink.

She grabbed a towel and gently dried the water off of his arms.

Lilly grabbed some cream from the first aid kit and rubbed it on his cuts.

He winced and flinched a little.

Lilly wrapped gauze and bandages around his arms, covering the cuts and making sure they don't bleed.

Shigaraki looked at his wrapped up arms.

Lilly grabbed his hand and dragged him to his bed.

He leaned against the headboard silently.

Lilly grabbed some soup and sat next to him, holding the food.

Lilly gave him the food but he pushed it away.

She sighed and set it down on the bedside table.

"Shigaraki look at me", Lilly said grabbing his face, making him look at her.

"You need to eat, you lost a lot of blood", Lilly said.

"No, I'm to fat", Shigaraki muttered.

"Your not fat, not even close to that", Lilly said.

"Really", Shigaraki asked.

"Really", Lilly said wiping his tears and giving him the soup.

He started eating it slowly, gagging.

"I'm sorry", Shigaraki said finishing his soup.

"Sorry for what", Lilly asked.

"I'm sorry that you had to see my all pathetic", Shigaraki said.

"Your not pathetic", Lilly said.

"Yes I am, now I'm going to have these scars for the rest of my life", Shigaraki said.

"So what if you do", Lilly said.

"It's just a reminder that I'm worthless", Shigaraki said.

"No it's a reminder that you were strong enough to fight back", Lilly said.

"Why would you say that", Shigaraki asked.

"Because I was strong enough to fight back", Lilly replied.

"I don't understand", Shigaraki said.

"Here let me show you", Lilly said and pulled up her sleeve.

Shigaraki gasped looking at all the scars running up and down her arm.

"You, you did it to", Shigaraki said.

"Yeah I did, a long time ago before I got my quirk", Lilly said.

"It's a reminder that a worthless, quirkless girl was finally strong enough to fight back", Lilly said.

"Wow, I didn't know you went through that", Shigaraki said.

"Yeah I did, but what matters now is that you are going through it", Lilly said.

"I know you think your fat but your not, don't listen to those stupid voices in your head", Lilly said.

"Voices, how do you know about the voices", Shigaraki asked.

"I was just like you once, anorexic and suicidal", Lilly said.

"I unfortunately didn't have anyone to help me get through it but this time, you have someone that knows what your going through", Lilly said.

Shigaraki smiled.

"So what made you first start self harming", Lilly asked.

"I blamed myself for All For One getting captured", Shigaraki said.

"That's not your fault, it was the hero's fault", Lilly said.

Shigaraki nodded.

"What made you think your fat", Lilly asked.

"Dabi is always making fun of me and everyone makes fun of me, minus Kurogiri", Shigaraki said.

"Okay, I'll have a conversation with them later, don't worry I won't tell them but they need to know they shouldn't do that", Lilly said.

"Okay", Shigaraki replied.

"Thank you", he said and hugged Lilly.

"Your welcome", Lilly said hugging back.

"Do you want me to stay with you", Lilly asked.

"Sure, if that's fine with you", Shigaraki replied.

The two laid down and Shigaraki laid his head in Lilly's neck.

Lilly started stroking his hair softly, making him sleepy.

"Good night Lilly", Shigaraki said grabbing her waist, pulling her closer.

"Good night Tomura", Lilly said cuddling into his chest.

I won't be updating till this Friday or sometime next week because of exams. Btw, soon enough I will come up with a schedule for updating since summer break is starting. School ends this week for me.