Broken me loves you.

Chapter 2: Can't wait for puberty.

Well from the title you can probably guess how my years from 0- 12 went I mean I don't remember stuff when I was a toddler but my life was pretty normal and boring I was obsessed with winning *still am* never wanted to come 2nd even in my entire grade always bossed around people. I sound like a total bitch and I do agree I was until I met some unexpected people.

I got my period in 6th grade which is pretty early for most girls so yes I am getting tortured since then FML.

The girls in my grade were already dating and were acting 'matured' and 'wise' compared to the rest of us which just annoyed me because I never understood what's it like to be in a relationship or to be loved by a guy.

Then came in my life Nick, Val, Sam, Eve they were the complete opposite of me. THEY WERE FUN. Initially, it took me time to even accept that I liked them let alone be friends with them I still am in touch with them but not as before Val changed my life she challenged me at my every step *which no one had done with me until now* I realised I'm living a delusional life I'm not the queen bee and I don't want to be that I just wanna be a part of something a group and be accepted just like any other kid. Nick and I were pretty close he always was so funny and made me laugh when he sensed a little change in my tone. He was pretty tall so he was meat to the middle school hyenas but he never paid attention. Sam was outgoing she has the voice of an angel because of which she was busy attending competitions and stuff but she was the sweetest of us all. Eve was a popular kid everyone knew her and liked her and she never turned into the mean girl thanks to us xD. I was really happy with my life.

One person worth mentioning who I still to on regular basis is Felicia she is a total weirdo and that's the best thing about her she owns it. She has always been awfully honest with me even if I didn't want it. She wasn't part of the group but was my best friend and still is. We used to go to the library to spy on our librarian who hid the fifty shades trilogy in a middle school library. One day Felicia and I caught our history teacher reading it and were traumatised for life. Things became mundane and then came High-school.