Reasons why I should hate you ( modern Hanji zoe x fem reader)

We're gonna be famous

I was currently with Ymir in my room telling me abt how Historia and her got into a fight.

"We were by the living room, everyone from the group was nowhere to be seen so we stayed there till someone came but your stupid friends had to come and bother us for some reason"

"Who? Annie and company?" I asked confused.

"Yeah, the short haired blond girl hannah was her name?" I giggled at how she named Hitch.

"Hitch ahahaha"

"Whatever, well she came to me asking for you and I told her i had no clue where you were and she didn't really believe me and threw the bomb that made Historia mad"

"And that is?"

"She said "don't be like that it's good to share sometimes" and Historia immediately let go of my hand, i looked at her and she just told me to explain and so I did but she was still mad that I didn't told her since we were still having casual sex when me and Historia were becoming a thing, I don't know what to do Y/n I really like her for god's sake i want to marry this girl one day, I'm so stupid" Ymir sighed loudly i came closer and hugged her which it was unusual in our friendship.

"Look Ymir she just needs time to process, i mean it's kind of a surprise for her that you were banging someone while you guys were in the talking stage and if that someone is close to you as well, it's just a hard pill to swallow I'm pretty sure she will talk with you once she's ready" Ymir gave me a weak smile and nodded. Everything got quiet for a minute till my phone rang, both me and ymir jumped scared.

"Hello?" I picked it up without even looking and the first thing i hear is Jean screaming of happiness.

"Y/n you won't believe this but we got someone who wants to sign a contract with us, and it's a pretty big company, they said they liked our performance on stage and we had potential to be big, worldwide big Y/n"

I was speechless, this was the opportunity we were looking for before i quit.

"Hello Y/n are you there?" Jean asked after not hearing my enthusiasm.

"Yeah i'm here sorry i'm glad but..." Before I could say anything else Jean interrupted me.

"Don't tell me you're not joining the band again" He sounded hurt.

"I don't know yet Jean, I had fun tonight I really did but you know how i am, can you give him an answer tomorrow or does it want to hear it now?"
I had a nonchalant tone of voice so he couldn't really see to which side i was more into, but if I'm honest to myself I did had fun tonight so I was considering coming back to the band.

"I just asked him and he said that he wants an answer now" I sighed, i hate making sudden decisions. I rolled my eyes and gave Jean an answer.

"Tell him we will be his next success" I heard jumping, screaming and laughing of happiness he then hang up and I smirked at his reaction.

Ymir was very much confused.

"That was Jean, we just signed a contract with a famous record" Ymir jumped on top of me and started tickling me.

After tickling me for 5 minutes non stop she decided to stop, the room was hot and we were both slightly sweating. We looked at each other and we impulsively kissed, it was out of habit we were alone both going into some stuff with the people we like so we decided to relieve stress just like the old days.

I realized that what we were doing was wrong, i wanted to be better for Hanji so I needed to stop these one night stands now, and Ymir is upset that Historia didn't stay with her and having sex with me wasn't the answer so i pulled away from the heated kiss.

"We can't at least not like this" She agreed so we just ended up watching a movie and sleeping right after.

Time skip

It was Monday again and the second i met with the group i got slapped in my face, I looked to see who it was and to my surprise it was Historia, for such a small someone she has strength in her hands.

Everyone was looking and the whole group was shocked. Historia ran away and Sasha followed her but before she reached Historia she stopped by where i was.

"You're a total asshole"

I'm confused what could I've possibly done that everyone seems to think that I'm wrong.
On my way to class i was stopped by Armin and Ymir, that's a very strange duo.

"Thank god, where have you been?" Ymir asked breathing heavily with her hands on her knees from running.

"Well I just got slapped by your girlfriend and the whole group thinks I'm an asshole so i was going to class on my own..."

"Oh god, no... look this was taken yesterday and its spreading to every schools newspaper around here"

Armin gave me the phone and there was the reason why everyone thought i was in the wrong right now.

Author's Note

Sorry for the small chapter but I'm adding drama and the next few chapters will have more of Hange's perspective.

I wont be updating for another 3 weeks bc i have exams after that I will post very often.

Anyways to my European readers, have you guys listen to måneskin, i just love them, pls tell me if you're fan girling over them too :)