Reasons why I should hate you ( modern Hanji zoe x fem reader)

Feelings

I was sitting by our table getting sober, i had enough of fun today. I decide to go for a smoke outside since everyone was drunk somewhere in the club.

I took the cigarette out of my ear and while i lit it five paparazzi's came out of nowhere and started taking pictures and asking a bunch of questions.

"Are you cheating on Zero Two?"

"Who's the person with glasses?"

"Are you high right now?"

"When are you leaving Japan?"

"Are you and Zero Two over?"

What a drag, thankfully Leve appeared on time and sent them all away.
I could smoke my cigarette in peace now, I walked to the edge of the sidewalk and sat there looking all the cars pass.

"Don't you get tired?" Levi had his serious voice tone so I knew this conversation would go south.

"Tired of what exactly? I seem to be tired of a lot of things lately so you will need to be more specific" I was being ignorant I really didn't want to have this conversation with him.

"Tired of playing around, I thought you would drop your player roll once you were out of high school but i guess I was wrong" He was standing behind me lecturing me like he was my dad.

"I don't know what you're talking about big bro" I pretend i didn't know what he meant just so I could skip arguing with him.

"Y/n you're my little sister and Hange is my best friend they tell me everything even stuff about you, stop pretending you don't know what I'm talking about and grow up once for all it will be better for you and for everybody else" I heard him turning away so i got up quickly and grabbed him by his shirt collar.

"You should be more careful with what comes out of your mouth, whatever is going on between me and Hange is between me and Hange you have nothing to do with it and stop trying to act like you're my dad" I let go of him and walked away but he still had something to say.

"If you don't stop with your stupid games you will end up with no one, not even Hange... Just like dad did..." I decided to walk away to avoid any more arguing. I got inside and I bumped into someone.

"Sor- y/n you're leaving?" Hange asked.

"Yes i'm done for today" I got my stuff got out of the club, hange was following me but I didn't pay much attention to them, on my way i was stopped by Jean.

"Hey y/n can you let Power sleep by your house tonight, she's almost knocked out" I glanced at Hange and they gave me a yes with their head, meaning they wouldn't mind. I don't know why I needed to ask permission Hange is not even my partner.

"Sure..." I carried Power in a piggyback my house wasn't so far so it wasn't such a problem.
Hange was still following me.

"Are you gonna act like a creep now?" I tried to look at them but with Power on my back it wasn't so easy.

"Yes, I'm making sure you go safely to your place..." I smirked, that was cute but I doubt it was fully the truth.

"Okay mom" I laughed at them and i'm pretty sure their face was all red from embarrassment.

"Well we're here, thanks for your duty" I turned to them after opening my door.

"I will only leave once you settle Power and yourself" How stubborn.

I put Power on my bed as placed a glass with water with some meds for her hangover tomorrow, after that I showered and prepared the couch for myself. Hange was still here, I looked at them with a questioning face.

"I'm leaving now" They turned and left so fast I didn't have time to even say goodbye. I ran after them and luckily I could reach them, I grabbed their arm and pulled her closer to me.

"Why do you always leave without saying what you actually want to say" I could feel their breath on my lips, their breathing was heavy.

"Because I still have hope that you will come to me and tell me how you actually feel" their were almost crying, why does it hurt.

"I- Hange things are not so easy with me as you think they are. I changed not because I became more mature I didn't that's for sure but because a lot of stuff happened after you left and I didn't have you to make it better. I can't let myself fall into the same mistake, i won't commit to you so you can leave not again sorry"  Hange was shocked but that changed very fast, their face expression was now a mad one they pushed me away.

"That's pure bullshit, you're just not able to face your feelings y/n you never were and maybe that's the problem don't you think, people want to know how you feel what's going on in that hard head of yours if you for once let someone know how you feel things would get easier" I didn't know what to say but I couldn't let them go home I can't let them go home because i need them.

"You want to know what's going on in my head, well the thing is I love you i do since you left 5 years ago, I've been looking for you this whole time and I finally found you and I chickened out because one wrong move with you and I feel like you're gone" I started crying so Hange hugged me.

"I won't leave so easily, you wish i did" we both laughed and stayed in this position for a while and then we went back to my appointment.