DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES...

Dreams and Nightmares. Chapter. 18

Hi friends, just need to tell you something, either this chapter will bore you or shock you or may be rock you. I hope it won't be the first one, so lets see *fingers crossed*.

Anuj's P.O.V...

I quit to understand this young fellow who is actually the master mind behind my escape adventure but right now in front of me bargaining for a rupee, can you believe it??? No?? Not either me, and you know why he did so?? Because I told him to Man up and why won't I?

We are travelling with this Kathiyawadi troop since two days to reach our destination, without catching any eyes of police department or Rawal's dogs. This is our last second stop before we reach Pune, which is called Pen . No, not ball pen or ink pen But this village name is Pen or Pain or whatever. Anyways Gopal manage to convince the group that some anti socialist are behind our lives so we can't reach Pune to give our statement for one important case which will help to be bang on drugs Mafiya and some of the police officers are also involve with these druggies, look I told you he is a Genius when it comes to me specially, but one rupee? Is he like serious? Yah I told him to sell goods and fetch some good amount so it will help to survive in Pune because the way he was selling the good was not helping at all. In these two days what he sold was ,one dall which he gifted to one poor little girl and a pot to an old lady whose pot was leaking very badly, so dose it count in selling, No??? Then let me correct myself it wasn't selling but donating. Well whatever it is Gopal is a gem of a person and I'm really very happy that he chooses to help me. Right now also he is looking very cute pouting at the lady, I guess he lost one more chance to earn. His innocence and intelligence both leads me to some unwanted feelings, sometimes its amaze me how he balance his two varied qualities and that also with so much ease, carrying so many secrets under him, that very thing makes me curious and attracts me towards him.

"Do you like him???"

I look at my right, this weird question can only be out of one weird brain and I was assured when I saw Dharmesh with raised brow repeating the same question, Dharmesh is one of the member from the troop, he is only nineteen, but he is already married and have one year old kid. He was the first person from the group to talk to me and we manage to become friends in this small span of two days, he also help me to sell his wooden handmade goods and I can tell you he is too good with wooden craft. I raised my brows to reply his question and he smirk in exchange, then he nudge me in teasing manner and gaze at her wife, who was selling pickles little far away from us, when I look towards Dharmesh again, his eyes was carrying the same emotion which I was feeling for Gopal. Thus it means that I have some romantic kind of feelings for him? But I lost those emotion long ago when she left me , I was always afraid to mingle in this kind of stuff, she have not only broken my heart but me and when I tried to stand back to gather my life pieces ......

"You didn't answer my question, look I know people think that same sex love is sin or its vulgar or some think its doesn't exist, but love is love its doesn't matter who he or she is because our heart don't have any brain and our brain don't have any heart but the problem is we have both and they both confuses us to hell, I'm observing you both since we met and I seen those emotion in your eyes. You don't have to share with me but if you agree with what I'm trying to explain you just confess him your feeling, Saaru?"

I felt Dharmesh have drawn the map of my feeling in his small little speech, but he don't know me perfectly nor whatever happen in my past, nor he knows anything about Gopal ,even I don't know anything about him, so how can I trust him? But then why my heart melt out whenever my eyes land on him. I think Dharmesh is right 'heart don't have any brain.', but thus this means I'm Gay??? NO!!!! it can't be. I turned my wide eyes towards Gopal and my heart melted again, if this means I'm Gay, I don't mind, but what about him, Is he??? Yah he must be, he also like me, the way he is looking at me right now, Oh Lord! He is looking so cute, he is definitely Gay. Oh no! did he heard what I'm thinking for him, Yah that's why his eyes are wide in terror. He cut the distance between us in the blink of eye and stopped right in front of me, suddenly his wide eyes were filled with pain and fear, but he was not looking at me but somewhere behind me, I followed his gaze and my world tossed away when my eyes met with one of the Rawal's man, his forhead crease was indicating that he was forcing something . He was looking downwards and my heart came to my mouth when I saw his hand holding knife whose blade was grabbed by Gopal , blocking its way towards me. His hand was dripping blood.