DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES...

Dreams and Nightmares.... Chapter.

Hi all sorry I update with turtle speed but can't help it, so the intense pic of Anuj played by Shushant Singh Rajput. God! Such a long name, but he have awesome smile haaaaaaaai...Grip Riya....

Riddhi's P.O.V...

Sometimes silence is more disturbing then noise, difference is we have to protect our heart instead of ears. My heart can only get affected right now through the single source and struggling hard to hear a single word from him. What I did, I know won't be forgiven, I broke his trust, I can completely understand how he is feeling right now as if he has waken up from a dream and facing nightmare, he is struggling hard to convince his mind for what to believe and what not to. How can he believe that a person on whom he was over all depending, dosen't exist, Gopal dosen't exist and it was me a fragile girl, a shadow from his past, who is complete stranger because I'm not sure he even remembers me.All those memories which are roots of my life maybe.... may be for him they were just one of the dry leaf fallen and crushed to disappear in earth. Even the thought of him to forget me, makes me nervous. But the way he felt offended by the words of that shit aka Rawal, I think he have a soft corner for me though not as what I want but as childhood friend or I can say acquaintance, that also if he remember who am I. This curiosity to peek in the inner halls of his mind is burning my heart core, his silence is disturbing my thoughts so badly that I want to shred it into pieces. My fears are not helping me much, I have to jumped across this hurdles to reach his mind, to know at least he trust me or not.

"I am sorry."

Suddenly I blurted out, I think I win over my fears, but of no use. He is still starring at the empty place in front of him, he is so lost in his thoughts that he didn't hear me. Okay, Riddhi now or never.

"Anuj.....Ummm.. I am sorry."

This time I caught his attention and when he looked at me, my heart was stabbed by his empty look, his eyes were of strangers, to whom I have met for the first time. He was confused by my word and it gave me the sign to continue.

"I.....know....Umm...I know you are feeling betrayed, but I was left with no choice. I mean.... I mean you know being a girl, I won't be able to execute the whole escape plan."

I was not able to look in his eyes while explaining myself, so I decided to stare at bonfire to cool down my burning thoughts. Being a girl, if I dared to take any step, society's fingers will straight point out my family and I don't wanted that and beside that Anuj would never trust me. So looking to all aspects me and Navi made this plan, Ya, without her I don't think any of these things would be possible. The whole thing started on the night of Anuj's court hearing. I badly wanted to know what was the matter so I finally decided to be there and Jigar's clothes helped me with that. I don't know how he will react when he will discover that half of his wardrobe is missing. I hope he will understand his elder sister's one sided love story.

After the worst and first court case I've ever seen, I went straight to my home, I was so pack in fog of my unclear thoughts that I was not able to get a second of sleep, so I decided to lull myself by watching some Tv and for that I got comfy on the sofa type bed in hall, thank God I repeat it once in week so my parents don't ask me too many questions about watching Tv in the middle of night. Scrolling on the channel to distract my mind was not at all bad idea, finally I stick to music and that lead me to the great escape plan. A song from Gupt movie, answered all my questions and next thing I needed to do was to message my only pulley to wait for me in morning.