The Story of You & Me

The Poem

we chatted for a week,
i thought it was a mystique,
thought we might last more than that,
i didn't want this to blatt,
and look for a gat,
we talked like we were never strangers,
didn't think of the danger,
shared secrets only our chat box can hold,
i hadn't foreseen this might get cold,
i was never been bold,
to tell someone of my dark untold,
we both agreed what's in there will just be left there,
and took an oath and swear,
the small box became our mere connection,
i thought this was just an infatuation,
but how can I do this?
if day-by-day i felt this miss,
inch-by-inch i'm drowning without a hiss,
you became a part of my exotic and intoxicating life,
even though i know that you have your own strife,
you didn't judge me,
though i know i was like a bee,
you didn't make fun of me when I told you anxiety attacks me,
i thought there was a ZING!
i thought we have a thing,
but i see you don't want to cling,
you vanished like an ash spread into the ocean,
and didn't give a single notion,
you left like you were never there in the first place,
hadn't got the chance to give you an embrace,
I thought you can help me go through this melancholic life of mine,
but i guess it would be selfish for our souls don't intertwine,
and I was right,
for all the ideas stuck in my mind,
you were really just a THOUGHT
a mere idea that gave me a taught,
i should be happy, i should be glad
i should never be mad for someone who was busy looking for his own fad.

Just let me tell you a story of what happened between the two of us:

-comment for the next chapter kung gusto niyo malaman yung story hahaha

authors note:
hi guys! sorry for this lame open letter of mine, andito lang to sa notes ko for almost 3 years now and I did wrote this one when I got my first ever rejection to a guy. hahahaha yeah I was young and bold back then though it was really my first time to confess to someone but it turns out that he was really scared to open his true feelings for me. the song I attached up there was the song he told me to listen to a year ago. hahahah after ko nag confess sa kanya 3 years ago I hadn't contacted him. but we both greeted on our birthdays. so yeah hahaha he replied to one of my fb post about drop a song you want me to listen to and then he gave me that song and that artist. By the way kada month ng May - August hindi ko mawari bat pumapasok siya bigla sa isip ko hahahaha eh baka kase dahil ito kase yung month na una kaming nagka usap tapos nag confess pa ako hahahah hope you liked it. hihi honestly hindi nya alam ginawan ko siya ng poem tapos may continuation yan hahahah yung story ni island tsaka nung captain. diko alam kung ipapublish ko eh baka pagtawanan lang ako. hahahah

I hope yoy enjoy this one guys!