The Story of You & Me

his birthday

June 21, 1999
the day you and your twin was born,
i was so eager to greet you since the first of june this year,
but i was too shy to dm you and start a conversation,
then i remembered the day i published this book was the day I found out you unfriended me,
honestly? i was sad and melancholy by the thought of you wanting to erase me in your life,
for the past years i have lived in your music,
years of being haunted by our memories,
i guess it is really much harder to move on from someone you never even dated in the first place,
that someone who only lives on your what ifs,
then...June21 came and i almost forgot your birthday,
but instead of hitting you up I greeted you through HIM 👆,
like i always did the moment i knew i have feelings for you,
i was silent and as i was praying while wishing you all the best,
our memories starts to flash again in my mind like a movie from 1980's that is black and white,
the first time i noticed you,
the day you looked at me in the eye,
the first time we chatted and how that conversation went,
that genuine laughter of yours whenever you are with your "barkada";
but all i can see are sad, weak, longing for love dark eyes,
the moments where i stared at you secretly,
the way you played basketball during intramurals,
the way your friends stares at me whenever we crossed each others path,
all those memories gives me shiver and chills down through my spine,
Oh how I MISSED YOU,
but i know you don't feel the same way too,

i woke up today with a fear in my heart,
since today will be our predefense on research,
i thought i can never get through with this day,
i was weak and scared for our presentation,
and i was looking for a big strength that can give me hope,
as I open my phone in this ordinary day,
i saw a notification of you sending a friend request to me on fb again,
i was flabbergastered!
i never seen this one coming,
without hesitations i accepted your request,
and finally got a chance to greet you through pm,
my heart was happy,
felt like it found its long lost charger and was full in an instant,
i greeted you and you replied,
sadly that was the end of our not so called conversation,
i missed you like how the moon misses the sun each and everyday,
i hope one day we can find ourselves on each others arms,
by then i can say that the eclipse 🌓 i have been praying for has finally arrived,
it may occur once in a blue moon and may last not that long,
but i am willing to wait for that to happened just to let you feel my love once in a while,
i know for a fact we had different directions but i know there will be a time we will be able to meet through the intersections,
if that ever happens i hope you have made up your mind,
and that i am the girl you have been searching for your entire life.

ciao for now my 👽🛸

a/n:
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