F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

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Bela kept quiet for a while.

Bela's Pov:
My mind said, "He's logical... Tell Bela, why can't u answer him? "

My heart answered, "I don't know what is going on with me..."

My mind answered,"Until and unless u r coming out of the contradictions with me, u will not be able to find the answers."

My heart replied,"I don't know the solution for this ... Unfortunately 😔"

"Another logical question is there... That is, why u drank suddenly that day, u hate drinking and smoking after all... Then what happened so certainly that u did like that??", asked my mind.

"Once again I've no answer... Seriously I don't have...", replied my heart.

"That means, unexpectedly and unknowingly u started loving Mahir at such an extent that it's more than u...", answered my mind.

"What do u mean by that?!!", questioned my heart.

"A term called Selfless lover...", replied my mind.

"What???!! When?!!!! Whyy!!!! How?!!!,"my heart asked with over excitement.

My mind answered,"That's bcoz, if u didn't loved him then u were not supposed to go against your decisions and drink... Ofcourse he didn't told u to drink, indeed he can't bcoz he himself hates drinks as well. But u drank in order to stop him, bcoz u can't accept his absence... U can't see him to leave and return back to Mumbai... U r so deeply in love with him. U know that very well that u won't be able to stop him, if u r conscious. So u drank to lose your senses so that u can stop him..."

My heart became speechless.

"One thing u should know Bela, that is, two points of life, one is when a person is very much sleepy another is, when a person is drunken, then he or she speaks the bitter truth of life which he or she can't say when she or he's conscious. Thus, nobody can be as truthful as a drunken or a sleepy person..." replied my mind.

My heart kept quiet as she was having no answer and indirectly it indicated that my heart is agreeing with my mind. So,my mind started winning the contradiction.

My mind continued, "Thus, when u were drunken, u were willing to get Mahir with your eyes filled with passions and your body crave for his touches... U can never ask a stranger to touch u, until and unless u feel comfortable in his arms... Thus, u trust Mahir and he's a big comfort zone for u, so u wanted to get him with all your hearts filled with desires. Bela, u love him... This is the bitter conclusion."

"Can't agree anymore... But still which I'll like to say is that, I don't know about myself. If I loved Rahul more than Mahir, although I know I won't get him back, but still if some day in future after I getting committed to Mahir, suddenly Rahul returns, then might be, I won't be able to control my emotions and leave Mahir and run back to my beloved Rahul😔... But I don't want to cheat too... So it's better for me wait for some more time, until and unless I can assure myself about my feelings. Because,I don't want to play with an innocent boy's life, who loves me so honestly,"replied my heart.

"Ok... I'm agreeing u too at this point. So only thing which we can do is, wait. We need to wait for time, to get our answer...", answered my mind.

Then, my heart and mind both came with the conclusion that they will wait more for getting a confident idea about Bela's feelings for Mahir.

Then after a while she replied, "Yes Nose... Right nose ... Nose is not ok... I mean my baby's nose is not ok😶... Yes let me take care of it..."

Mahir realised that Bela ignored bluntly.
So, he took a deep breath and decided not to increase any more conversations regarding that.

"My nose baby🥺,"Bela interrupted.

"Madam ji, my nose is suffering for your those hairs which are flying in the air😒, it came and tickled my nose and my nose started sneezing,"he answered.

"Oh ho!! Acha aab mera hairs ko blame de rhe ho... Uska kya hoga, jab tum mere hairs ko smell kar rhe theye?? Who told u to smell?? Now sneeze more😤 u blamed my hairs, I won't help u now...",she replied childishly.

"Acha baba, rahene do, aab room par chalo, bohot der ho chuka aab...", he said.

Then, he took her back to the room and made her sit on the bed and reminded her that her phone rang previously.

She took her phone to check who's that, and found that it's an unknown number.

Her heart started beating faster.

He asked,"What happened Bela? Ring back..."

"No... I mean, unknown number... Mera collage ka number saved hain mere phone par ... I think, if this unknown number is having any urgency, then might be he or she'll call again... So leave 😥",she answered, but her heart was constantly beating faster restlessly.

He appreciated her.

So she didn't rang the number back but her uneasiness was increasing more and more.

To be continued...