F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

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"You can't stop yourself from falling for anyone. You know what, loving someone is nothing lesser than a losing game. Thus, the truth is you can't stop yourself," answered the nurse.

"No way, if I loved him, then that's nothing lesser than my infatuation bcoz, he looks so alike to my ex that u have no idea...", replied Bela, with an opposition to the nurse's point.

The nurse said, "See one thing, the fact is, u love your ex and do your best friend know that u love him even now also? And he looks like him?"

Bela replied confidently,"Yeahhh, he does. I told him in the beginning only. He knows that I love my Rahul now also 🥺"

"Now try to understand, how much your best friend loves you. U r just acting immaturely by loving someone, who don't even bother even if u die. But look at this poor creature, he knows very well that he won't get u. Inspite of knowing that he won't get u, still he's selflessly taking care of u and loving u, just that unable to confess bcoz he's in the fear of losing his best friendship, that is, what he is already having with u... He's tolerating your love for your ex, without uttering a single word. Tell me, did he ever told u anything for loving your ex till now???"

Bela nodded her head in negative response and replied, "No, he didn't."

"That's because, he loves you without expecting for anything in return. U r immensely lucky to get so much love. U should be happy... So, forget your past and accept your present and walk with him, for your future. Remember one thing, true love always comes in its own time. U just need to search that who's having the true feelings for you, in this fake world. After all, God sends a perfect suit for everyone. U just need to find your perfect match," replied the nurse.

Bela listened quietly.

Then after 5mins suddenly she asked the nurse, "By the way, today is which day?"

The nurse replied,"It's Saturday..."

Bela with a sudden shock said, "Whattttt??!!!!! Saturday?!!??!! Then, wtf is Mahir doing here??!!!"

The nurse answered,"Yes he's right outside."

Bela said,"No no, that I know, but I'm not talking about that. I'm telling that he was supposed to return back to his place, Mumbai on Wednesday, then today is Saturday, still he's here😱"

The nurse answered,"Oh I don't know about your personal matters. Only last topic u said so I just gave u, my point of view, u r matured enough, rest u need to search by ur own. After all, it's ur life, so it's completely yours choice."

Bela:"That's okay, but..."

The nurse said,"Kya main unhe bula du? Ask him directly, bcoz u r so curious to know, so only he can answer your question, how can I answer, being a third person? I can just give my own point of view. Now, he took his own decisions, so u ask him directly, I can't answer after all🤷🏻‍♀️"

Bela replied,"Nhi nhi, no need to call him... I'm sleepy, I need to sleep. Good night."

The nurse with a shock,"What??!! Night?!"

Bela replied,"Yes bcoz I'm going for sleep so I said it... Aab main soone chali... Bye😴"

After closing her eyes, Bela entered back into her world of thoughts.

Bela's pov:
"You know what Bela, u can kick and try to throw someone out of your life. That's a very true fact. But, now whether that person will leave your life or not, it's completely his or her's choice. U can scratch his heart, break it into pieces after pieces, but he'll tolerate all ur nonsense and will still stay in your life, only if he's in love with you. There is no alternative of this sorts of selfless love. Only the door of your life's key is with u, now when u opened that  door, and the person entered, now u have no more power to kick him out. U can again open the door and ask him to leave, but then it's his choice whether he'll leave or not, bcoz he's inside already. U can push him with all your strength in order to kick him out, but if his strength is more than u, then nothing can be done here. U r failure. Thus, he can stay in your life forcefully," my mind said.

"Then what about Rahul? I'm still holding him inside myself, I didn't wanted him to go... Instead, I'll close the door so that he won't be able to leave my life... After all the door control is with me, as u said," questioned my heart.

My mind laughed for a while and answered my heart's question, "You fool, u didn't told him to leave your life, but he's himself wanted to leave. His strength was more than u, so he forcefully left. For that, might be he broke the lock of your life's door and left."

"But Mahir..." my heart paused while saying.

My mind responded, "yes, right just the opposite of Rahul. U r kicking Mahir immensely, tearing him into pieces by talking about ur feelings for ur ex and asking him to leave after, he sacrificing his leave for u and waiting for u to return back to senses, what u did, u just shut him out. But, again his strength is more than u, but this time, he's willing to stay, not to leave like Rahul."

"I'm not tearing Mahir by talking about Rahul. For ur kind information, he's my bestie and bestie is not supposed to get jealous of my boyfriend 😒", argued my heart.

My mind replied,"Yeah right, but when he'll realise, that u used him as Rahul, he'll be broken into pieces. Then, u can see whether he's staying or not. Hope u will get my answers. After all, first one u have already seen, bcoz inspite of shutting him out, he's still waiting for u outside."

My heart answered, "Yeah, good idea, let me return once, I'll tell him everything truthfully. If I don't tell him honestly, then it'll be sorts of betrayal. That'll increase my grief more than before. So I wanted to reduce my grief. Thus, the only way to reduce my grief here is, confessing everything honestly to Mahir. Then I'll ask him to leave."

My mind again laughed and said, "U fool, u r no one to force him to leave. Hardly u can say, but rest whether he'll leave or not, it's completely his own choice."

My heart confidently said,"I'm confident he'll leave. Bcoz no one likes to get used as a replacement, which I did with him. So he'll definitely leave. He's having his self esteem."

My mind replied,"Time will say that. Nobody can be as good friend as time. Only it can answer your questions and give u a proper conceptions. So keep patience. Wait and watch what happens next."

After this, she went to deep thoughtless sleep.

To be continued...