Evanna-the trouble maker

Chapter 13

K: "Anna I- I'm sorry ok. I just saw how close you guys were getting and I didn't want you to be with her I wanted you to be with me"

A: "I will never be with you Katie. You know how messed up this is?! Your heard the shit I said to Eva! This is your fault!"

K: "it's not just my fault. You said those things. She didn't have a choice but you did"

A: "get out"

K: "what?"

A: "get, OUT! I never wanna see you again!"

K: "fine"

She left. This is so messed up. I need to go talk to Eva. I'm so blind. How did I not put it together. I ran downstairs and got in my car. I guessed she would be back at her moms because she has no where else to go so that's where I went. When I got there I ran up to the door and rang the doorbell. Her mom was the one who answered.

E/M: "can I help you?"

A: "yeah, is uh, is Eva here?"

E/M: "she is"

A: "can I please talk to her?"

E/M: "I don't think that's a good idea"

A: "still controlling huh?"

E/M: "that's what you think this is huh?"

A: "I mean that is what your doing. Your not letting us talk"

E/M: "if she wanted to talk to you, then she would have called or tried to come to you. You don't understand. What you said, broke her. Your supposed to be her bestfriend but you used her. She doesn't want to be around you because of that"

A: "you don't know that"

E/M: "but I do. She told me. It's best if you go before you make things worse"

A: "just tell her I was here ok?"

E/M: "I guess Ill do that"

She closed the door and I went back to my car. When I got back home I went up to my room. Standing in the doorway just staring into the empty room. Every trace of Eva was gone. I thought about the happy moments we had together. I messed up.

I walked over to my mirror and looked into it. I was disgusted by what I saw. The girl looking back at me. The things she had done.

A: "your awful. Your a monster."

A tear rolled down my face. I couldn't look at myself any longer. I got so mad. I made a fist with my hand so tight that my nails dug into the palms of my hand. Then I brought my arm back and pushed forward into the mirror. It's shattered all over the floor.

I started to break other things. With each item, more pain. Not just the pain from Eva but the pain from everything. The friends I've lost, my mother leaving, the monster that I had become. Then it all came back to Eva. How she made me better. Eva.

I fell to my knees and screamed out in pain. But no one could hear me. The only one who ever listened, was gone. The truth behind it all was that, she was the only person who ever actually cared. Now I have no one. I'm all alone. I need to talk to her but at the same time I needed to forget her. I didn't know what to do.

What sucks is...every time I try to come out of my dark place, whenever things start to get better. Once I'm actually happy, I do something to mess it up. Then it's all gone. To think that I actually had hope. So stupid.

1 month later
Evas pov: me and my mom went back to Canada for a while. We both needed some time to figure stuff out. We both had things we needed to get off our chest. But now I'm back in LA. As I opened the door to my room, I got a sick feeling. Being away from here helped get my mind off things but being back in this room, just caused all the memories to flood back.