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I woke up to my clothes scattered across the room. I was naked. What the hell happened last night? I turned my body around to see if Chris was still there. Which he was. I had to get up and put clothes on before he sees me. Okay. On the count of 3. 1... 2.. 3.. I slowly got up from my bed. I looked down, I still had my panties on. Okay. That's good. So you're still a virgin. Way to go Isabella. I grabbed my bra, tank top, and leggings and got dressed as fast as I could. I looked over at Chris. Still sleeping. I gently kissed his forehead and walked downstairs, closing the door behind me.
I reached downstairs to see our empty bowls on the counter from last night. I put them in the sink and began to wash them. What where you thinking Izzy? You're not that type of girl. I mean. Your best friend for Christ sake's. Get it together girl. I turned off the water. I opened the fridge and scanned it for eggs. Milk, orange juice, apples. Nope. No eggs. Wonder if the neighbors have any. I threw on a jacket and tied my hair up and walked out the door. I knocked on their door. "Hey, sorry to bother but do you have any -" I cut myself off and looked up. Theo. Hes my neighbor. "Eggs..." I looked back down and began twiddling my thumbs. " Yeah. One sec. Here. Come inside." I smiled and walked in. "Theo? Whose there?" I heard a female voice coming from his room. His mom maybe? He handed me a carton of half dozen. I smiled and mumbled thanks under my breath. I opened the door and walked to my house.
Theo never told me he was my neighbor. Then again we never talked about it. Who was that girl. I had to get over him by this point. Hes not worth it, and I know this.
I pulled out a bowl and cracked a few eggs. Scrambled eggs. I poured them in the pan and pulled out a spatula and stirred them around every few seconds. I pulled out a loaf of bread and popped them in the toaster. I stirred the eggs again. I felt someone's arm wrap around my waist. I turned around. Chris. " Just in time" I smiled at him and kissed his cheek. I grabbed a few plates and put the food on them. He pulled out a stool and sat down. I sat across from him. I took a bite of my food. "So what happened last night?" I asked him. " I was gonna ask you the same thing." He took a bite of his toast. "Do you remember.. anything?" I asked him. "Some what. What about you?" He said. "We made out. I woke up and my clothes where scattered across my room. As well as yours." I looked down and pushed my food around. "My panties where still on. But that's it.". "Kinda figured. Are you sure that was you last night?" He looked up at me. "I don't even know. Its not like me." My voice began to break. "I don't know whats going on anymore. I don't know what I want." I was fighting to push the tears back. Don't cry. "What do you mean you don't know what you want?" He looked at me. I was on the spotlight. He cornered me. "I... I just don't know." I stuttered. "I like you Chris. But I like Theo too. I don't know whats the better choice. I went over there this morning to get eggs and there was another girl there. I.. I don't know if it was his mom? Or another girl. I didn't like it. My heart sank. I just don't know. I can't give you a definite answer yet." I stressed it. I couldn't give him a answer. "Okay. Well think, would you rather be with someone that you barley know? Or someone you've known for half your life? I'm not making you choose. Isabella, you're a smart girl. I know you'll choose the right guy." He smiled and grabbed my hand. I couldn't help to smile and push back the tears. He looked at his phone. "I've gotta go. I've got cross fit in 20 and I've gotta get ready. Text me if you need anything." He said standing up. I smiled and nodded my head. I walked him to my door. He hugged me and kissed my cheek. I smiled and opened the door. "Text me." I smiled at him. He laughed and walked out.
I was alone once again.
My thoughts where crowding me again.
I needed someone to be here with me.
I need Chris, but crave Theo.
The choice was mine once again.
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