I kept my eyes down and did as instructed. It's hands where soft, like Chris' but he smelt like theo.
I was led into a room, it was dark. "Sit here, don't move, okay? You might wanna close your eyes." The voice said. I nodded my head and kept my eyes shut. I heard the lights flicker. "Open" said the voice. I opened my eyes and looked up. Chris. I was surprised by this.
"I'm sorry, this was the only was I could get you alone." Chris sat me down on the bed. I gave him a dirty look. " You scared me half to death. I hope you realize that". He gave a slight laugh. An awkward silence passed. "Why exactly did you lead me in here?" I said bumping my shoulder with his. He smirked a bit. " I dunno, its up to you." I looked at him. "I don't know. " I said. " I don't really know about anything anymore." Chris gave me a puzzled look. "You're right. You don't know what you want. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I brought you in here. I just wanted to talk, alone. I know you're into that kind of shit, the long night conversations. Just like old times." He looked over at me. I wiped away the few tears I shed before he could see. This was all my fault. I shouldn't have overreacted. I need to make things right. I need to find him and talk to him. I looked over at Chris making direct eye contact. "I'm sorry. I really need to go and make things right. Chris, I love you, but I'm just so fucking confused. After I sort things out and make them right, then I just might come running to you. But right now, I need you by my side as my shoulder to cry on. Okay?" I explained. He put his head down and nodded his head. "Thank you." I said kissing his forehead and leaving the room.
As I walked out I could smell the drugs and alcohol. I wanted to gag. I quickly scanned the room in the lookout for Theo. Druggie, no, Keg, no. Kelsey, no, Scott, Yes. There he was. He was wearing the plaid shirt I loved on him. He had a red solo cup in his hand. He would laugh then drink. I need to move now. I pushed my way through the crowd of drunk people horribly dancing. I was in front of him. I got mad butterflies. Okay, you can do this. I took a deep breath. "Hey." He waved in front of me. I looked him dead in the eyes. "Ha, Hello." I smiled and awkwardly waved. I couldn't help to stare at his lips, perfectly crafted. Get it together Isabella. You've got faith in yourself. "I'm so-" I was cut off by his lips smashing into mine. I felt my cheeks get hot red. He's drunk I could taste the vodka. I didn't want to pull away, but i needed too. I put my hand on his chest and gave it a gentle push. He instantly pulled away. "I'm so sorry, I.." He became speechless. "Lets get out of here." I said to him grabbing his hand.
I looked in my clutch and grabbed my keys. "Where are you taking me now, princess?" He asked fixing his hair in the mirror. "Coffee for me, water for you." I smiled at him. "But this is my party. My house could be trashed when I'm gone." I smiled and started the car. "I'll help you clean up tomorrow if you want."
I drove the speed limit. I had a wine cooler and I shouldn't be driving. Every two seconds Theo would call me a pet name. I didn't mind it much, I found it kinda cute. I want to be with Theo, but I also want to be with Chris. Things we're getting complicated. I needed both of them by my side at this point.
( I hoped you guys liked this chapter! My computer has charging issues, it pretty much charges when it wants. Anyways, dream or the whole Isabella apology next chapter! HOPEFULLY, I'll be updating sometime next week. Let me know what you guys think! Follow me on Instagram, Mala.chow.ski Thank you guys so much again. Enjoy. :)))
