( I'm so sorry. I've been super busy. And yeah. I'm gonna make this chapter a bit long since its been a while since I've updated. You know its been a while when ou have to read the last thing you wrote. >_> I'm sooo sorry once again! Enjoy!)
We has both reached the top of the stairs. "I'll beat you down. " I smiled and looked up at him. "Bet you won't," He looked down at me. I caught my eyes staring at his lips again, and caught him doing the same. I can't just kiss him. I can't. Just because I'm mad at Theo, doesn't mean I have to use another guy to get over him. No. No Isabella. You can do better. Best friend. Not boyfriend.
He picked me up and swung me over his shoulder. I didn't know what to do. I laughed. "Hey! That's not fair! Put me down!" He carried me downstairs and set me on the kitchen island. He faced toward me. His chest was between my legs. I put my hands on his face. It was cold. But yet smooth. I was tempted not to kiss him. I wanted to. Theo just kept popping up in my head. Stop Isabella. Stop right now. He hurt you . Okay? Chris. Chris Chris. No Theo. Get over it! I had to stop thinking about this. A few minutes passed. I realized that at this point we where staring at each others lips. I couldn't help myself. I closed my eyes and i felt his lips on mine. They tasted like cherries, so smooth. I didn't want to pull away. I can't. I wanted more then just a kiss. I pulled him closer. I put my hand on his chest and broke the kiss. I slowly opened my eyes. To see him doing the same. "You have idea how long i've been wanting to do that. " He whispered. I began to blush. I ran my fingers through his curly hair.
We stayed in the kitchen for the wrest of the night. Its was 1:12 am in the morning. I made us instant raman noodles. I began getting tired. I looked at him once again. " Tired?" He said putting the hair behind my ear. I nodded my head and held my face against his hand. They where cold, and rough. I'm gonna go upstairs and change. I'll be back down." I started walking upstairs. " I'll get you something. Here follow me. " I said. We both walked upstairs. I went into my moms room and grabbed a pair of my dads old sweatpants. I walked out and handed them to him. We both walked into my room. "Close the door please." I smiled at him. He closed the door and started taking off his pants. DON'T LOOK IZZY. I opened my dresser drawer and grabbed a pair of leggings and a crop top. I took off my shirt and put on the new one. I heard Chirs turn around. "Hey Um. A-" He stopped in mid sentence. I had to pants on. Just my shirt and panties. I ignored it and put on my leggings. "You where saying?" I gave him a ' you must continue" look. "Oh, Yeah. Sorry, Okay so about earlier. The kiss... did it mean anything. Or are you just using me to take Theo off your mind?" He asked while sitting on my bed. I joined him. "Chris. Why would you think that...?" I waited for an answer. That really set me off. " I was jus asking. I know it was rude. But I don't wanna loose you again for another guy." He looked down. "Just like last time." He mumbled. "Is that really how you see things Chris. Really? Because last time I recall. I came to you for advice. Not for sex. And to think you'd even think that way of me is complete bullshit Chris! Are you calling me a slut? Because from the way it sounds. You sure as hell are. To think I'd even begin to like you. Are you fucking kidding me?" I jumped up from my bed. " I wasn't call-" I cut him off. I smashed my lips into his. Pushing him back... sending his hands to rub against my face. Just to bring me closer to him. What am I doing... This isn't the Isabella I know... I couldn't stop now. Things where getting good.. I'm not ready for this.. I climbed on top of him. Thoughts where bursting through my head... No. Stop. Don't to this to me. Not now. Please. I wanted to just stop thinking about everything and be rebellious for a minute or too. Just stop being the goody two shoes everyone knows me as. My tongue asked for an entrance... and i got one. It searched his mouth and wrestled with his.
Its time for a change. Weather its good. Or bad. I need one.
( I hoped you guys enjoyed the chapter. I know, its not super long. But its an update. So Yeah! Things did get heated. But hell. I liked writing this chapter... I hoped everyone enjoyed reading it. Thanks (:)
