I Kissed a Boy

18

GWEN's POV

"You made it! I am so happy!" Raven says excited

"Yeah... I was actually contemplating in coming to a bar alone but seems like with you with better" I say with my head low feeling a bit nervous 

"Don't worry... I won't do anything to you... All I want to do is get to know you better... I now things didn't work out at first but that does not mean I would stop wanting to be your friend" Raven explains with a smile

In some way I felt glad that she wanted to be my friend. In some way I thought that maybe somebody will like me. I felt very confused but being that she was honest with me I will give her a chance of friendship. She left me by the bar all alone as she went to locate Esmeralda to make sure she was ok. So she told me to stay here while she checked her friends. I noticed Julian drinking whiskey shots. I didn't expect Julian to be here at the bar and I knew for some reason that the shots were whiskey. 

He looks very depressed and down but he wouldn't even look at me so I knew he saw me when I was speaking with Raven. I want to talk to him so bad but I didn't know how as I was still feeling hurt for the way he's ended things. My kept wondering that maybe something else happened but seeing how this is the second time he breaks my heart I wasn't believing there was another motive.

In some way I really did start liking him but I don't want to admit it yet being that life is hard and he has so much to do. I really thought that we were going to be friends at least but in the end he wouldn't even talk to me and he blocked me from everywhere. I finally understood my own feelings so I made the change of cutting my hair even though it hurts a lot I feel hurt. I feel betrayed but in the end we are all humans in this life. Julian must be thinking of himself being that he lied and betrayed at me so I won't talk to him or even look at him.

After a while at the bar Raven kept bringing me drinks I am still sober so I knew what I was doing. One moment I went to the dance floor to have a good dance with my new found friendship with Raven I felt burning eyes gazing at me. I looked back and noticed Julian staring intensely at me his eyes were really bright and in some way my mind was telling me that's enough drinking for today. I ignored his burning eyes as I tried to go to the bar and leave my drink there to go dancing again but I was surrounded by two guys who looked really bad. The stench of alcohol was so strong that I wanted to stay away from them.

I was actually ignoring their flirtatious ways as they were trying to hit on me but all I wanted to do was just have fun with Raven. When I tried escaping their drunken ways they had grabbed me from my arm and started talking again.

"Where do you think you're going sweet cheeks..." One said seductively

"I'm going back to my friends" I said

"Oh come on girl just talk to us we are a lot of fun to hang out with... We will even make your night even better" the other guy said seductively

I struggle a little bit in their hold and I spoke again "I don't want to be here I want to be with my friends so leave me alone"

The man holding my arm got angry and said "Many ladies would love to hang out with us so why don't you want to hang out with us"

I rolled my eyes and said "I don't want to hang out with strangers who think they are the big stuff when all they have is a small tiny little Weiner"

I didn't understand what I was saying maybe the alcohol started getting into my system as I was saying such weird words. The two men looked very angry at what I had said so they held me strongly and I think they were going to say something but a fist collided with one of the guys face. The guy holding me releases my arm as I noticed Julian standing right there angry his eyes with a bright colored brown clear as day. I knew I had to run to Raven before anything else happens but my whole body stayed by Julian. An instinct that I never thought I have. Julian looks pretty angry so I won't leave his side but I needed to pull him away from it as I noticed that he reeks of alcohol.