The unknown ~ chongyun x xingqiu

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We planned for quite sometime until chongyun needed to go him to stream "we'll see you tomorrow then" I waved and he left.

As soon as he left lumine came out again "hey xingqiuu~ do you have anything to drink I'm thirsty" she changed and her outfit was way to revealing for my liking h could literally see everything

"Yes in the kitchen" I wanted to add the go get it yourself but left it out

"I forgot where it is can you show me please" I lead her tot he kitchen halfway there we passed the streaming room "don't ever fucking dare going into that room or I will kill you" I pointed at the streaming room glaring at her

"Yea ofc ba- ehm I mean xing" ugh why that nickname and what did she even wanted to say what the duck

We reached the kitchen "xingi could u please get this for me it's too high

She definitely jumped for me too Look at her breasts or some shit

*the night passed with lumine being annoying until chongyun texted xingqiu*

"Uhm I need to go remember don't dare to go into that one room" I left going into the streaming room

"Hello chongyun hello chat" I smiled "HI XINGQIU do you wanna play phasmo with me and Bennett"

"Yea sure"

*they where playing for a little bit*

They weren't really talking to me and kind of ignoring me and I wasn't really included. I just played the game kind of by myself

I found an evidence and wanted to tell them "hey uhm-" they seemed to have kind of forgotten but I can't just leave the call since chongyun is live

"Uhm I will be afk for a few minutes" I said muting myself I let out a deep sigh I was playing piano to control my breathing again

When I came back I saw they ended the round and kicked me from the lobby

I just finally left this damn call , was it all for nothing

Maybe playing piano would help me ... I left the room going into my piano room

I started playing and sang to it for a while "That my heart just burst like a glass balloon
And that it fly too high and shattered too soon
I was the wrong damn boy in the wrong damn room
I broke my glass balloon
I let go of my glass balloon
Oh oh oh
They call him Hermit the Frog
He's looking for a dog
Did you find a bitch in me
Oh you're a abominable socially
You're just a little bit too much like me
Says you used to be so kind
Well baby I give you your dirty mind
I wanna tell you a secret
You can take your double standard love and keep it
I can't help the devil likes to make my heart a double bed
I can't help he sometimes like to come and rest his little head"

I felt someone staring at me "what did I say about interrupting me" I hissed at her

"Oh sorry sorry" she quickly left and I stood up after playing for a while

I got ready for bed while I hummed hermit the frog from Marina (the song from earlier)

I put my headphones in and turned on some songs of mitski and Marina and ended up crying myself to sleep

Why is life so unfair