"Is there really a way, to fix me?"
Contains :
-Swearing
-Self Harm
-Other depressing things
This is gonna be quite the angsty and depressing ride so buckle up mates
Started : 23/05/21
Ended : 17/07/23
Plagiarism is a crime
Groaning from my alarm waking me up, I sat up and checked the time which is 10 AM so I have time to cook for the devil's (ehm aunt ehm) breakfast before getting ready for the hangout.
Sluggishly getting up, I quickly entered the kitchen and made breakfast for the devil before getting ready.
Time skip, 11:48 PM
Her Outfit
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I am now just sitting in my room waiting,
Not long after, my phone buzzed.
Chat
Na Jaemin
I'm here
Me
Gimme a sec
End of chat
I grab my little sling bag and quietly made my way out since the devil is sleeping.
Once I successfully made it to the door, I grabbed some spare keys and went out and was met with a smiling Na Jaemin as usual.
'Hi,' he said smiling and I just nodded at him before we started our journey.
At the arcade
'Oh there they are,' I heard someone say and I looked and saw Chenle and the others. 'Hi noona,' Jisung said once me and Jaemin went over to them. I just said a small 'hey' to him before I just listened to whatever they were discussing. 'Hey Yuri,' Haechan called me. 'Up for a round of dance revolution with me,' he said smirking slightly. 'Sure, can't wait to beat your ass.' I said smirking at their shocked expression. 'Oh your on,' Haechan said as we both started.
In the end, I won against all of them. 'Ok I knew you are a good dancer and all but I didn't know you were THAT good.' Jeno said. 'Yeah she even defeated me,' Jisung said pouting and I just chuckled. 'What other game should I beat you at,' I said smirking. 'Let's do some good old basketball,' Jaemin suggested and we all moved over to the basketball machine.
After playing for a while, I defeated Renjun, Jaemin, Jisung and Haechan, won a close match with Jeno and got defeated by Chenle tho it was close. 'YES I WIN,' Chenle exclaimed as the others cheered for him and I just chuckled. 'Nice job dolphin,' I said. 'Your not bad yourself noona,' he said.
After a few more games, we finally decided to leave and grab some lunch at McDonald's since the boys were feeling hungry. I just quietly watched them eat since I wasn't really hungry.
After almost getting kicked out, we decided to walk around a little for the food to digest. Stopping at the park, the boys engaged in some freeze tag and I just shook my head looking at them acting like kids. Suddenly my phone ringed and it turned out to be the devil calling me.
Phone call
Aunt / Yuri
Where the fuck are you bitch!
Out, I told you yesterday
Well I didn't approve so you better come home now or I will kick you OUT!
Kick me out I don't care, you never treated me as human so I'm better off alone anyway
WHY YOU UNGRATEFUL BITCH
WHY IS IT YOU THAT'S ALIVE HUH
WHY DID YOUR PARENTS HAVE TO DIE AND LEAVE YOU TO ME
SUCH A PAIN
WELL MAYBE YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO AGREE TO TAKE ME IN THE FIRST PLACE
WHY YOU-
End of phone call
Sighing frustratedly, I didn't notice the tears forming near my eyes. 'You okay?' Jeno said as I flinched and harshly wiped away the tears. 'How long have you been there?' I asked him. 'Not long,' he said and I just looked away and noticed the others looking in our direction. 'I gotta go,' I said as I got up but was stopped with him gripping my wrist. 'Let go,' I said coldly but he didn't move an inch. 'You really should stop keeping everything to yourself ya know, it won't help' He said and I just scoffed. 'I already said this before and I'll say it again. It's my business so you don't have to meddle with it,' I said as I glared at him before harshly pulling away from his grip and walked away.
Jeno's POV
'What was that about nojam,' Haechan said. I looked at Jaemin and he just nodded knowing what I was about to say.
‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
'Damn,' Haechan said once I finished explaining. 'You know who called her?' Jaemin asked. 'I'm guessing that it's her aunt since she said something in the lines of 'why is it you that's alive' and stuff.' I explained and they all nodded. 'We really gotta help her and break that shell of hers' Renjun said. 'Our best chance is Jaemin since she looks like she trusts him the most.' I said and we all looked at the quiet boy. 'Jaem, you good?' I asked him snapping him out of his thoughts. 'Yeah just, thinking.' He said. 'It's getting kinda late, we should head home,' Renjun suggested and we all separated our own ways.
I'm sorry I posted late AGAIN, I was super busy today ╯︿╰
