ғɪx ᴍᴇ

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a/n's POV

7 people are now all gathered around the living room, tense present in the air.

A sigh cut through the silence, as they all looked at Jung Yuri.

'You really don't have to if you don't want to Yuri,' Renjun said, 'we can wait for you noona,' Jisung followed as the others nodded in agreement.

'You all know anyway, what's wrong with adding to the things you already know anyway.' She said, eyes glued to the floor.

'We're here for you,' Jaemin said, as the girl prepared herself to tell her friends everything.

'So you guys know about the accident that took my parents away and made me stay with the devil of an aunt.' She started.

'There's not really a lot to add on from what you already know but I'll just tell you again.'

'Ever since I was born, my parents always showered me with their love, and I never thought otherwise.'

'That day, the 3 of us were on our way to a rare family vacation. I was super excited, jumping around in my seat and whatever. My parents were focused on me that they didn't realize a car was coming towards us until it was too late.'

'I woke up and crawled out of the broken car, looking around for my parents when I saw that they were both already dead. I cried looking at them until I passed out and woke up at the hospital. That's where it registered in my mind that my parents were gone and I won't be able to see them anymore.'

'After that accident, I lived with my aunt since there weren't any other relatives that weren't busy. And everything from that day started spiraling down.'

'I was abused, slap after slap, punch and kicks even insults. She didn't even give me food a few times cause in her mind I 'disobeyed' her.'

'Through the years, I grew a little immune to her insults and beatings, but I started cutting myself at 11 since at that time I was always thinking how she probably is right so I would cut myself as punishment.'

'The cuts turned from punishment to just habit, I couldn't exactly resist cutting myself.'

'I thought that everything would just stay the same but that day I left you all at the park, I came home and saw that she brought a stranger to my parent's house. I got mad and she abused me, then she just watched as the dude did inappropriate things to me.'

'I didn't go to school for a few days, trying to recover by myself when you guys surprised me with going to my house and then finding the dude in the process of doing stuff to me.'

'I went to the hospital, my devil aunt went into jail and I got my own place with the help of Ms Na and had been hoping for a better start.'

'The cuts continued and I got a few nightmares here and there, they were pretty much the same every time but one time it changed.'

'I met my parents in the nightmare and they told me how they actually didn't love me and how i was useless.'

'Ever since that nightmare, I started cutting more and I never got sleep at all.'

'And then I heard you guys, how you knew everything and lied to me. I was pissed really, I felt betrayed mostly and also scared.'

'I wanted to disappear so bad that time, and hope everything is just in my head. But here we are now,'

'All six of you listening to me recite my life and how messed up and depressing it is.'

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