don't you want me baby....

chapter 48- someone to talk to.

(Sandy's pov)

Today was the day we were finally going back on the road. It had been 3 days since the whole incident when we were drunk. And the next day I assured him it was okay and not to be embarrassed about it all. But that night once me and his grandmother got back from our day out he started acting weird and has been since then I'm sure it's just that he's worried about when we next have sex.

(Jon's pov)

We were finally back on the road I'm still trying to get my head around Renee being pregnant we're gonna talk at the next raw. I've been distanct from Sandy but I've tried my best to hide my worry but I think she knows. I honestly just need someone other than Renee talk to this all about.....

We arrived at the hotel we were all staying at for the night and after checking into a room and putting our stuff away in the room we made our way to Colby and paige's room to greet everyone. We walked in the door.

Nikki: yaay my bestos back!!! 

She ran up to Sandy and smothered her in a 'Nikki bella' hug.

Nikki: and my brother!! 

Yep I was next to be smothered in one of them hugs.

Paige: sit down you guys. 

Here broad English accent bellowed.

We made our way over to a chair trust their to only be one I took the seat and Sandy plopped down onto my lap.

Cena: so how was it then meeting the famous Beth?   

Sandy: aww it was amazing Beth is so nice!  Randy: yeah but did you meet the real Beth.

Sandy: what do you mean?...

Eva: well Beth comes across all sweet and sickly but she's really not when you give her one drink it sets her off into this wild drunk.

Sandy: oh I know what you mean yes I have met the real Beth how have you?

Eva: oh we all have she's a legend the story's she tells is amazing. Colby do you remember that time she was drunk and she had seen shemus and all she could say was Jonathan dear you bought your granny a leprechaun. Aww and when she met Colby and Joe she was drunk at the time and gave them nicknames Joe was what was it again?

Me: action man!  I pipped in.

Colby: yeah and I was cruella De vil...

Every one started laughing. 

Sandy: well fortunately I never got a nickname but she told me a story about when Jon was a teenager and she had walked into his room and this girl was all down in his business all he could do was shrug his shoulders!! 

Oh fuck why did she bring that up everyone was laughing but someones eyes had caught mine. Yep Eva's. Okay I wasn't a teenager when that happened but the person was Eva. We banged for a couple of months before I went out with Renee we remained friends but I suppose I liked her more than just having sex I never really told anyone that.

Eva was trying to laugh with the others but she exactly what I did that it wasn't some chick it was her. Luckily Eva had Brown her then so my gran couldn't describe the girl as Bright red hair.

We all sat for a while speaking about  everyones story's with my grandmother. Gradually everyone started to clear off.

Me: I'm gonna go to the gym for a while Sandy.

Sandy: oh emm okay.

I made my way out leaving Nikki, Sandy and eva.

(sandy's pov)

Eva: I'm gonna go chill for a while Ill see you later though.

Eva Made her way out shortly after everyone else left including Jon. Colby and Paige left as well as they both had separate meeting with triple h. Thus leaving me and Nikki alone.

Nikki: tell me.

Me: what ?

Nikki: Sandy babe it's obvious you and Jon appear so distant what really did happen  when you were away?

Me: well the night we all got drunk after Beth went to her bed me and Jon did aswell as you can imagine...  After things got steamy and Jon you know worked his magic On me it was my turn to do it back but he ergh couldn't get it up. 

Nikki looked at me  with great focus.

Nikki: rigght go on...

Me: anyway he went straight to sleep the next morning I spoke to him about it and he was fine but after me him and Beth got back from our day out he changed. He became distant and since then he rarely spoke to me....  I'm worried y'know  what if he dosnt find me sexually attractive? 

Nikki: it's normal sometimes not getting it up yknow alcohol can do that to someone. As for being distant I don't really know why but if your worried about the sex I've got an idea why don't we go shopping and get some sexy outfits!!

Me: that sounds like a good idea actually let's go?!!

(Jon's pov)

I had to get out there I couldn't really be alone with Sandy unless their was alot of people there. Luckily I was in the gym and I was the only one there I was currently working on a boxing bag venting out my frustration with my headphones In playing

Nirvana smells like teen spirt. I was really getting into it until some one tapped on my shoulder. I turned around and there stood eva. I took out my headphones. Barely focusing on her.

Eva: frustrated? 

Me: no. 

I said bluntly whilst turning back round, putting my head phones back in and going at the punching bag yet again. That was until my headphones were ripped out.

Eva: what wrong huh? Don't even bother saying nothing because I know your lieing!

Me: it's nothing honestly!

Eva: bullshit.

She grabbed my arm and dragged me across to one of the gymnastics mats. I hesitantly Sat down and as expected so did eva right across from me.

Eva: if your worrying about Sandy finding out that I was the girl your gran walked in on don't no one knows our past and no one will know.

Me: nah it's not that...  I muttered. 

Eva: well...

Me: you can't tell anyone but it's Renee-

Eva: think she's pregnant.

Me: what how do you know that?

Eva: I share a room with her dumbass. She started being sick so I suggested it and she took a test.

Me: what did it say? 

Eva: it was positive Jon. But she's going to the doctors tommorrow to be sure maybe you should swing by to go with her? 

Me: I would but I'm with Sandy and I hate keeping this from her Im really so fucked up right now....

Eva: listen okay?!  No matter if Renee is pregnant or not you need to be honest with Sandy. The only way you won't be fucked up is if you stay on the honest path. Sure mabye she'll be pissed but she will understand.

She placed her hand on my shoulder.

Eva: just don't lie to her about anything.

I looked up at eva, her hair straight and down. Whlist she had little make up on. She had on a pair of black summer shorts and a grey sports bra. She must have gotten changed I looked into her deep green eyes I don't know what came over me but I lent over and placed my hand around the back of her head. I leaned in a little bit thither and placed a passionate kiss on her lips. She pushed me of.

Eva: what the fuck are you doing! You say your so fucked up hears an Idea stop cheating on your girlfriend yknow your right you really do need her'

And with that she stormed off. What the hell is wrong with me.....