don't you want me baby....

chapter 59-nikki's pov.

Two weeks. It's been two weeks since she went. I wanted to text her and warn her to never come back but since the last time I seen her I think she got my message. I'm happy she's gone.

Oh who I'm I kidding you want to know what I've done the past two weeks? I've sat in every hotel room, just crying. I only ever Show my face for work. Brie, Colby,paige and my John they have all tried to cheer me up but I just can't. I'm only happy once a day and thats when I see Jon he comes around every day and we just talk about normal stuff I guess it just helps me and him take our minds of things. He brings coffee and sometimes my favourite donuts. We go to the gym and train with one another. I know it sounds bad but he's the only one I feel I can talk to about things. Not even my own boyfriend I can, he's been kinda distant since then.

Is it possible though to miss someone who hurt me so much by doing one thing?

I miss Sandy I honestly do and I would do anything to have my best friend back but I will never ever forgive her.

I'm in my room at the moment waiting for Jon to come round for our daily catch up and to be honest I can't wait. He's the only thing that makes me happy at the moment.