don't you want me baby....

chapter 18- Disappointment

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(Sandy's pov)

I was in the studio meeting the man I decided to get nikki to drive me there as Jon was proberally hungover and even though we were to I didn't want Jon to have to give up sleep for he was proberally still in his bed and it was 1pm.

I had left nikki in the car as I went to record a cover I recorded a slow version of avicii's wake me up.

' well done Sandy " Mark said.

"Thank you!" I replied.

Mark: how ever though I believe your talents lie else wear don't get me wrong you can sing but I don't feel as if you could be a recording artist maybe modeling?"

Me: yeah I suppose I could.

Mark: good now good luck On everything.

Sandy: thank you for everything goodbye mark.

I walked out the studio door I was hurt,disappointed,angry, sad and confused I had to hold back a tear I made my way to the car and got in.

Nikki: well! She had an excited face on her eager to know what happened.

I told her it all.

Aww babe she said whilst rubbing my back I had let a tear fall by this point.

Nikki: aww babe you would make a great model.

Me: thank you Nicole but I have no way to get out there.

Nikki: yes you do your gorgeous Sandy the whole world deserves to see your beauty me and Jon know people who can get you noticed don't let anything get to you.

The drive back to the hotel was quiet I never said a word I just started out the window. When We got back to the hotel I just cuddled on the bed and blanked the world out. A knock came on the door brie went to go answer.

Brie: we'll be in the other room good luck.

I felt someone sit on the bed and rub my back I didn't bother to get out the covers to see who us was.

Jon: babe are you okay? Nikki and brie texted me to say you were upset that you never got the deal?

Someone saying to me that I never got the deal was like a knife to my heart. I peered out the cover to see Jon sitting on the side of the bed with a sympathetic face.

I shook my head and burst out in tears.Jon pulled me in for a hug tears were streaming down my face onto Jon's chest.

When we pulled away Jon cupped my face and wiped away the tears.

Jon: don't waste tears on that you'll get knock backs till you get a big breck weather your a singer, model dancer,actress or a waitress your always beautiful to me y'know.

I gave a smile to that.

Jon: now that's the smile I like. Colby,Joe and I need to go to the stadium before this week's ppv yo discuss the plans we'll be back in an hour or so. Will you be okay till then?

Me: I will....thank you Jon.

Jon: good we're all getting together in randy's room tonight to watch a movie or something you up for that? Me: that would be nice.

He kissed me on the forehead and left.

What have I done. I'm getting myself in far to deep. I suppose getting Jon or nikki to get me one modeling job will make everything else fall in place then I can get out of here fast with no feelings and no one getting hurt.

Short chapter guys but I wrote so much I proberally should give you guys a breck.
Sandy never got the record deal but modelling?
Is Sandy getting feelings?
How will it go for Jon at the stadium?

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