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Hey! Ik i haven't posted a story on here in a while. My gf kinda broke up with me... but cool things have happened in-between then and now, so this chapter is to catch you guys up on that :)

Over last summer i found out i was trans and as soon as i had everything figured out and was for sure about everything i told my gf bc i thought she deserved to know, right? Well i told her and she broke up with bc, and i quote, "You tricked me! I'm a lesbian and your a guy! you tricked me into dating a guy!!!". I mean, she wasn't fully transphobic, she still recognized me as a guy and thought of me as a guy, she was just a little confused and toxic about it. so yeah, that's how we broke up (this was in august)

Then i started a rebound relationship with my bsf around 4 months (December) after my gf dumped me. I was tying to get over my ex gf and she was trying to get over her ex bf who she dumped 2 months (October) before we started dating. It was nice dating a straight girl bc it gave me mega gender envy, but we both knew this was a rebound situation and if one of us started to feel more than we should then we would end it, or if we found someone we really liked we'd end it. It went on for a while and it was really good, except that she didn't like parties, alcohol, or smoking. But a few months after we started dating our other friend got brutally dumped by her bf and we all decided to have a poly rebound relationship. And that went on for about a month (March) before the first girl i was dating started ignoring me. I thought she dumped me and didn't want to talk to me anymore so after a while i stopped trying to contact her or the other girl. But 2 months (beginning of may) after that the first girl text me again saying her phone broke and she was grounded so she just got her new phone. The whole relationship ended between all three of us in anyway, but we're still all best friends.

A month ago (April) a new kid came to my school and we became friends like right away, the first time we hung out he actually convinced me to come out to my mom who surprisingly accepted me. But we've been friends for almost 2 months now and i think i have feelings for him, idk bc i can't really tell my feelings from between "platonic friends love" and "im so romantically in love with you" type of love. so yeah that's happening with him at the moment. And all my cousins are saying that he likes me bc my friend and i have hung out with my three favorite cousins and that's confusing me a lot more than i already am.

After about three weeks of knowing my new friend my ex gf (the one from the very beginning) texted me in Insta!!!  She said she wanted to talk about how our relationship ended bc she wanted to apologize. So we met up at the hs near me and talked. But before we left she was shaking from how cold she was so i gave her my hoodie. Fast-forward like a week later, my cousin and new friend are suppose to come and hang out at like 2 and my mom and grandma left at like 12 to go to the store so i was home alone. About 5 minutes after my mom and grandma left someone knocked on my door, so naturally i answered it. And you would never guess who was there, my ex gf! She said she was there to give me my hoodie back, and i was gonna be alone for like two hours, and we were on good terms, so i invited her in. She, obviously, brought weed and we smoked for about an hour in my play house thing in my abandoned backyard. Then we came inside to hang out and we were watching movies when she suddenly kissed me, and i kissed back. She was so adorable still and my feelings with my friend were confusing me so i thought "why not" and we almost fuck lmao but then we remembered we were both ace so we just kept making out when my mom and grandma came home. So she hid under my bed while i helped my mom un load groceries and when everyone was in the living room she left through my window. We haven't talked since.   

Also, last week i had my drama banquet (where i won 4 awards, 2 Oscar statues and 2 certificates) but i was talking to my friend and she said that her friend was interested in me, like dating wise. Which i thought was kinda weird bc we've gone to the same school for like 5 years or more and we've never talked to each other until like last year, but all we did was exchange greetings. And im more than 100% sure that she doesn't recognize me bc i look a lot different than last year. So i followed her on Insta hoping to talk to her, but she never texted me and i never texted her. Then two days ago, on our last day of 10th grade, she came up to me and we talked like all day. We had like all the same classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays bc were in a medical program, plus our teachers sat us together so we were able to talk all day none stop. And we hung out yesterday which was fun (i shouldn't have said that bc i was suppose to hang out with my cousin yesterday and said i had a fight with my mom so she couldn't come over and that same cousin follows me on her so she might read this lol). We actually have a lot in common. We're both 'stoners'. We both have the same music taste. We both love the DREAMSMP!!! So yeah, that was fun. But now im super mega confused bc we haven't started a relationship at all but idk if i like this girl or my guy friend dude! It seems like this girl is a better match for me. Plus idk my guy friends sexuality bc he doesn't even know it, nor do i know if he'd date a trans bitch. Im just super confused. But i do have a cute/fun high story between me and this girl from yester day that will be in the next chapter.

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