Happy?

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So, do tell me,
Was is worth it?
Did it brought you a genuine smile to your face?
Or was it all just for a fit

I have lived my life long enough to realize that I don't need myself as much as I need you
But that was a lie
Why would you use me to cover up the truth?

I am alone
For I pushed all my friends away
I am studying inside this dark small room
Molding my mind like clay

So do tell me,
Are you happy?
Did my sorrows brought forth joy and wealth,
That it made you make me suffer like a rootless tree?

But I would never wish you to die
Or suffer like me
For I knew my life was a lie from the start
After all, soon enough, I know I will break free
- nezaell champ

19th petal

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