Being happy makes me feel vulnerable
I feel like my emotions only
belong to that hollow jar inside me
It's so hard to keep it in,
yet so difficult to set it free
I am scared
that everytime I smile,
those moments will only turn into
a memory filled with regret and guilt
It's not your fault,
It's from the walls that I built
If happy only mean to bring me pain,
Then I'd rather be hurting
Because it must be so occasional
for you to see me smiling.
-nezaell champ
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Rose Petals
Poetry☽☽ Its voice sounded like the calm breeze of a foggy forest, and the sea crashing at the shore. Maybe we shall live into faded inks in books, lost in fantasies forevermore ☾☾ Please do NOT repost WITHOUT credits. PLAGIARISM IS A...
