I am afraid
When I hang out with goodlooking people
I am afraid that they'll treat me like an outcast
Like I was before
People would stare and laugh
Joke about how I stood out in such a way... The terrible way
It hurts like a terrible rash
They'd joke about my insecurities,
and use it as their weapon against me
Without a word, I kept all the pain to myself, which is something they can't see
If I were a joke, I'd be the funniest one
I'd be on history books perhaps
People won't notice at all how long I've been gone
Sometimes, I'd be in a very deep thought
What if my existence was a joke too!
But who cares?
I had always been, and always will be
I will be the funniest, like a clown, the most funniest person you'll ever see
- nezaell champ
20th petal
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Rose Petals
Poetry☽☽ Its voice sounded like the calm breeze of a foggy forest, and the sea crashing at the shore. Maybe we shall live into faded inks in books, lost in fantasies forevermore ☾☾ Please do NOT repost WITHOUT credits. PLAGIARISM IS A...
