undressed

chapter 14

Chapter 14

I opened my eyes and felt a hand across my waist. I got up slowly and went to the bathroom. Careful not to make much noise.

I looked in the mirror and saw my puffy red eyes and my hair a mess. I took my time taking off my clothes and brushing my hair. When I turned in the water the cold water hit my skin making goosebumps jump out. When the water started getting warmer I relaxed and took my time doing everything not rushing.

I got out of the shower and mentally cursed when I noticed I forgot to bring clothes. I opened the door softly and tiptoed to the closet.

I closed the closet door and dropped my towel looking for clothes. I got a tight nude dress that was up to my knees and black pumps. I dropped the dress and bend down to pick it up.

" you should really put some clothes on." I turned around slowly with my eyes wide and saw Kevin standing next to the closet door wearing a smirk.

I grabbed the towel and covered my self and threw a shoe at him.

" get out!" I said he laughed and caught the shoe before it hit him. He shook his head and left.

I sighed and locked the for before putting my undergarments on. When I looked in the mirror that I have in my closet I stood there staring at myself.

My face was flushed and pale. I had underbags and my eyes looked sad. I put makeup on trying to cover it and put my clothes on.

I wen outside and looked for Kevin but he was nowhere to be found. I saw a note on the refrigerator and it read

" Kaylani I'm sorry you I walked in on you I should have done that. I was going to tell you that I was leaving. I'm moving to California for a new job. See you soon .hope you get better xoxo Kevin"

I stood staring at the note surprised he just said goodbye just like that. How could he just leave like that ?  It hurt he was starting to be a good friend.

I made myself a sand which and coffee and got in My car.

I drove to the building and went to my office. I ate my sandwhich in silence and was answering emails when someone knocked on my door.

My cheeks were stuffy with food so I couldn't really answer so i didn't answer hopeful they would go away.

Isabel came in smiling and giggling when she saw my face Blake came from behind her and my stuffy have smile turned into a frown.

" I came here to understand what's happening I know there's something else other than friendship" she said sitting down waiting for a explanation .

Blake sat down next to her and looked at me while I finished what I had in my mouth before looking at her.

" there's nothing really. Yes we have more than friendship not now tho we used to date and its complicated but I'm not gonna stop you from dating him" I said

Blake looked at me without emotion. His eyes were dark and held back something but I couldn't see. I knew he didn't want that answer but I still said it no matter how it hurt.

" Ok I just wanted to clear this up I don't want it to be awkward, if it bothered you any day I wouldn't hesitate to stop what we have" Isabel said smiling. I nodded and she left leaving me and Blake Alone.

" you um really don't mind us dating" he said quietly. I looked up from my computer screen once more and stood in front of him.

" I mean its hard seeing you move on but if your happy then no it doesnt " he came closer to me. Our noses were almost touching. His hands were in back of me holding on to the table.

" answer one question Kayla.... Do you still love me?" He looked me dead in the eye waiting for an answer.

" I will always love you" I said lost in eyes. He smiled and I was lost. If I could take a picture and keep forever it would be right in this moment.

The way his pearly white teeth shined and the wrinkles around his eyes friend and his eyes were so dreamy.

It made me smile. Making me realize what a fool I was to let this man go.

I touched his face and sniled. Without realizing I hugged him. His arms wrapped around my small torso and held on.

He breathed in my hair and calmed down. He was so tense and relaxed into my arms. A tear fell out of my eue and I breathed.

" don't ever question my love for you. It will never leave" I said softly. He pulled away and wiped the tears.

" Kayla I will fight for you until the day I die, until that day I will be here waiting for you" he said. He walked out and stayed where I was for a while thinking about his arms around me. I miss him so much. He doesn't leave my thoughts. Ever. And it drives me insane how a man could do that to me.

Everything I do no matter what it is he's always on my mind. It drives me insane how he can still be on my mind after everything. It seems that the moment I lost him I realized how much I really loved him.

But I couldn't do that to Isabel I couldn't.

I finished answering emails around six in the afternoon and was dead tired. I grabbed my bag and went outside to see Isabel sitting on a chair facing me.

" I saw you guys. Kayla no matter how much you try to fool me Blake loves you and you love him." I nodded my head and grabbed her hand.

" he's happy with you Isabel, your good for him" she smiled and got up.

" we ended I couldn't do that tovyoy raking away the one thing that meant most to you, your happy with him Kayla you shine everytime he's around I'm ok I'll find my prince some day he just wasnt it" she said. I hugged her and went downstairs.

Blake was staring there with a flowers. I smiled and came closer.

" if you don't want to take this chance with me I will not push you I just want to know. Kaylani you make me the happiest man when im with you, I want you to be mines"

I grabbed the flowers and put them on the floor along with my purse. I jumped in him and he twirled us around.

I didn't care if anyone saw I didn't care to me the world dissapered around us and it was only me and him.

He kissed me and I felt butterflies in my stomach. Not realizing how much I missed his lips on mine. A tear fell out and I smiled.

" I'm so sorry for everything I've done I promise I will be here no matter what" he smiled and hugged me.

And realized I've never been happier then right now.