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Chapter 6

Lisa's POV

"WE ARE GOING ON A VACATION WITH RED VELVET!!!" Jisoo said with excitement plastered in her face.

"Ohh? Why?" Jennie asked.

"I guess they are having a long hiatus too because of the issues happening around them same goes to us and they saw the news about YG which made Seulgi think that we need to have fun and clear our minds too that's why she asked me if we want to come and I agreed to her already so you just have to pack your things! HAHAHAHAHA I will ask permission to manager-nim so you don't have to worry about that" she said without even breathing between so I guess she is excited right now. 

"Seulgi asked you and not Irene Unnie?" Jennie asked "Is she okay now?" Rosie question Jisoo while I am clueless what is happening. 

"Why? What's the matter?" I asked them because I don't know what they are talking about and it catches my attention after the last time we saw each other appeared in my thought again. 

"About that.. it is also the reason why they badly want to have a vacation, because they don't want Irene to just stay at home and be devastated about their state right now." she said waiting for us to respond. 

"Ohh. Okay I will go, let me just pack my stuffs" I smile and stand up. 

I entered my room and started searching for my things. I remember Irene Unnie crying that night too. I guess we are both vulnerable that time but I refuse to accept her comfort and not I am guilty about it. 

Irene and I are not that close unlike my other members and her, we don't talk that much that is why I panicked when I saw her that night and left. I think I just have to make it up to her and try to erase that bad impression towards me. 

I wish this vacation can give me freedom and happiness... I wish..

Irene's POV

After Seulgi told me this vacation I wanted to tell her that I don't want to come but I feel like I am the reason why they plan this so I just let them be and packed my things.

"Irene Unnie!! Blackpink is on their way now!! we should go to our rooms and unpack our bags!" Joy shouted while covering her eyes because of the sunlight so that she can see my expression so I just give her a thumbs up and started walking.

I don't want to think about anything right now. I just want to have peace of mind and as much as possible make my members feel that they did a great job planning this vacation. Even when I mostly refuse to accept help because I feel like I have to be the one giving it well this time I will let them, they are my family in the first place so I guess it's fine.

After a few hours of unpacking and touring around Yeri told us that Blackpink is here already and we should go back to the hotel and have lunch with them. We all went back to our place and saw them having chitchat with Seulgi. 

"Unnie!!!" Jennie shouted and hug me tight. 

"Yah! HAHAHAHAHA you act like it's been a long time since you last saw me." I said while laughing and teasing her. We just laugh and greet each other one by one and hug each other. 

When I'm done greeting and talking to Blackpink I realized that they are not complete because Lisa is nowhere to be found and before I tend to ask them where is she Joy asked Rosie about Lisa. 

"Rosie-yah, Where is Lisa? We heard about the news too." Okay what news? I am confused right now because after the issue spreading about me they did not allow me to check any social media sites that is why I don't know what they are talking about. 

"Lisa is here earlier, I guess she went upstairs and unpack. She's a bit tired so maybe she's taking a nap." Jennie said with concern expression plastered in her face. 

After a few more conversation they started cooking for lunch and now they are preparing our lunch so I decided to go upstairs to get my phone and take a picture about this important memory of us together. 

I went inside my room and check if my phone is full charged and left. After opening the door Lisa's face appeared in front of me. We are both shocked by how close our faces right now and before I scold myself to step backward she already did. 

"Ohh, I-I'm sorry Unnie." She said while rubbing her hand. 

"It's fine. Let's just go downstairs and eat lunch." I simple answered and was about to go when she speak again. 

"Unnie!" I looked at her after hearing her calling me. 

"Wae?" I asked. 

"About the incident inside the restroom a few days ago... I'm sorry about that, I didn't mean to act that way.I just-- I just hav-" I did not let her finish. I don't want her to think that I misunderstood her that night and to think that she's cute when she's nervously explaining herself makes me want to tease her. I did not know that Lisa has this charisma around her. She's cute.

"You're cute when you're nervous." I said and chuckle a little the when downstairs. I saw that she was taken aback with what I said but I kind of feel that it will make her think that I am comfortable with her and she don't have to worry about it.

Lisa's POV 

After eating lunch some of us decided to just rest for awhile and chill because we still have many time to enjoy this vacation but because I already slept well a while ago after having a long journey I just went outside and walk near the sea. I saw a few people cleaning the other side of the shore. We rented this beach that is why we are the only people here so no press and no eyes that will judge you, just a few friends and peace of mind. 

I decided to sit down the shore and open the can of beer that I have in my hand and drink it. I don't know what type of twist this thing is happening to me but I guess I just have to accept the fact that I am no good with this kind of intimate relationship with the people that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I should stop being attached with those people who give me slightest comfort and peace because I think it is dangerous for me. 

I lay back on the sand and close my eyes. I sigh heavily and started to remember those times that I spent with Jungkook when I heard someone cough.

"Ehem" I open my eyes and saw Irene Unnie seating beside me. 

"What are you doing here Unnie?"

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Kinda busy with online class and streaming Joy's Music video!! You guys saw it too? I wish that Yeri and them OT5 comeback is next!! 

I miss Irene everyday :(( hope she's doing fine.