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Chapter 8

Jennie's POV

"I- Ohh I'm- I'm sorry" I heard someone speak and I turn around and saw Irene Unnie closed the door. I saw how worried Lisa was and I end up regretting what I did tonight because I don't want Unnie to know this in this kind of situation that's why I stopped Lisa when I feel like she will follow her. 

" I will talk to her" I assure Lisa that I will explain things to Unnie and she agree with my decision.

I walked outside and find her. I saw her near the shore and I sit down beside her. I can feel that she is in deep thought right now. 

"Unnie..." I started the conversation. She looked at me and look away again.

"Don't worry I won't tell anyone about what I saw, I didn't mean to interupt something Jennie." She said and still not looking at me.

"About that Unnie.. there is nothing going on between me and Lisa. I- I just.." I can't continue what I am about to say because I feel like I am going to cry again. Then I felt Unnie's hug, I know she can sense that I need this right now.

"wae? What happened? Is she the one you've been talking about?" She asked in a calm voice that can break your wall and just let your vulnerability appear. I just nod and bury my face in her neck and started crying.

I heard her sigh and I can feel that she's caressing my back.

"It is okay Jennie-yah, we just have to accept the fact that you guys should move on if the path that you both are trying to make is different from before. You should be thankful that it happened. Even if things turned out to be broken we must see it's captivative part after the hardest point of happiness." She said and this made me cry even harder.

"I am a fool.. I let her go..I- I- let us fall apart Unnie.." I said and continue crying. She hold my shoulder and make me look into her eyes. 

"yah.. you still have her even as a friend and you should be grateful about that right? past is not a place that you should be dwelling, it should be a lesson that you must understand in order for us to avoid the same mistake again to the future chapters of our life and we must treat it as something that made us who we are okay?" I can sense that she is trying her best to make me understand that I should not let things like this to destroy my friendship with Lisa and I am grateful to have Unnie in my life. 

"thank you Unnie.. Thank you" I said and hug her again.

"Unnie.." I open my eyes when I heard someone's voice, I look behind us and saw Lisa standing playing her fingers and looking at us with a shy face. 

"Lisa.." I called her, She walked in our direction 

"about what you saw earlier w-" Lisa was cut by Unnie 

"Jennie already told me about what happened, I am still sorry about the interuption" Unnie Irene said

"No no.. it is not something that should be done in the first place" Lisa said and this gave me pain.

"I should leave you guys alone, you better talk about this thing as a matured human beings okay? I will go inside now" Unnie Irene stand up and was about to go when Lisa hold her hand and stop her.

"Unnie.." Lisa said but I saw that Unnie Irene don't want to talk to Lisa and remove her hand.

"Lisa you guys should talk, I have to sleep now" She said and left.

I am staring at Lisa who is showing a disappointed face right now.

"do you like her?" I asked her and she snapped after hearing what I said.