Tw: Binging Eating disorder
4 year ago today (thanksgiving) Alvah was 16 then.
It was thanksgiving! I was excited to eat some good food and talk to my family.
I got dressed into my favorite white flowing dress. It was dinner time so I hopped down stairs to be greeted with snarls and fake smiles.
Lately I've been in the paper for partying which wasn't that big of deal I was just having fun.
During dinner, I was grabbing a plate, throwing mash potatoes, green beans, some ham.
"Put some of that back" My mother snarled in my ear. I looked at her like she was crazy. "But
I'm going to eat it" I said walking away with my full plate.After dinner was over it was time for dessert. I was pulled away from the table by my mother.
"Your embarrassing us, eat like a lady" She snarled digging her nails in my arm. I nodded before walking back into the kitchen. As I denied dessert and any other food I sat there.
Later I was walking into the kitchen, I looked at the pie just sitting there, My stomach growled as my mind told me not to do it.
I grabbed a fork closing the cabinet I hesitated before walking over to the pie.
I stabbed the fork in the pie, before eating it. As tears fell down my face.
What was I doing to myself.
Fat
Ugly
DisgracefulWords just kept ringing through my head. Once I finished the pie it was gone so was my confidence. As I walked to the bathroom.
It all came up.
Present day, Alvah is 20:Today was thanksgiving, I didn't want to go down for dinner or nothing. It's usually the worst day of the day for me.
I stayed in bed into 10:00 pm when Hope, Elizabeth came marching in closing the door behind them.
They both sat on a side.
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RomanceThey both never felt included, Always felt lost. She had a crooked crown He had a unloaded gun. She was royal. He was a gang leader. Alvah was born into a royal family . She was set to marry a prince and become queen and king. Into she got sick of t...