𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐄𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 ◇ ChanLix

Ch. 21 🔞

SMUT WARNING- I will tell you when it actually starts in this chapter and give you a warning. You might want to save this for one go though because it goes into the next chapter and I haven't posted that yet 💀

Felix POV

On Saturday night I woke up to my doorbell ringing. It was 11pm and I had already fallen asleep so I wondered who could be there.

I knew that Min-Jun was going to be at my mom's until tomorrow afternoon, so I assumed maybe something happened and it was them coming home early?

I got out of bed and trailed down the stairs. Didn't my mom have a key though? I asked myself remembering how I gave her one.

As I thought that the doorbell rang again. Was I really taking that long? I was still half asleep though.

When I unlocked the door I was startled to see Chan standing there.

"Hey, how are you?" I asked Stepping aside to let him in. What was he doing here?

"Are you okay? You missed our date." My face dropped. Our date. Holy shit I forgot our date.

It was at 9- was he waiting for two hours? "Fuck-" I said covering my mouth. "I'm so sorry- everything was so busy at work and I had trouble dropping Min off-"

"Hey, it's fine. We can reschedule." He smiled and started to leave.

"No, no, no, you were waiting for two hours just for me to miss it. Why don't we have it here. We can watch a movie or something." I suggested.

I felt terrible for letting myself slip up this badly.

"No its okay, you were busy. I get that." He shrugged like it didn't bother him, I could tell it did though.

"No seriously Chan. I'd rather be spending time with you than wasting it on sleep!" I pleaded with him.

I really wanted him to stay. It was so fucking stupid of me. Why do I always forget the most important things?

"Are you sure?" He asked warily.

"100%." I assured him, "Please stay. Even just for a little while." My voice came off a a little more desperate than I wanted to show.

"Y'know what, sure. I don't see why not." He smiled showing me his dimples and making my heart melt.

How could I hurt him like that?

I closed the door behind him before pulling him into a hug. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to forget." I whispered.

I felt his hands grip my back and pull me even closer to his figure. "It's okay Lixie. I forget things too."

"Probably not a date with me though. Only I'm capable of that." I said putting my head in the nape of his neck.

"I don't know." He said. "I've forgotten dates before. We don't all have 10/10 memories." He laughed.

It made me feel better about forgetting but I still felt bad. I picked my head up and gave him a kiss.

"Thank you Chan." I said. I couldn't help but smile, he was just so warm- not to mention he smelt like vanilla.

I wonder if that was because I told him that was my favorite sent. Normally I would doubt that, but knowing him, it wouldn't be unusual.

"Okay, take your coat off and we can watch a movie. I even have popcorn." I pecked his lips one last time before pacing over to the kitchen.

"Sure thing darling." He said while he slipped it off and placed it on the stool you would use to put your shoes on.

I still blushed a little when he used pet names on me. He's been doing it for a while, but it still manages to give me butterflies.

"So how was your day? I mean other than getting stood up by me." I asked. Chan laughed a little.

"Good. Saturday's are always relaxing." He nodded and showed up behind me. I could tell that he moved his hands so they draped over my waist.

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He rubbed little circles with his thumbs that sent small shivers down my spine. He was right at my V-line.

His head was placed right on my shoulder and he gave a small kiss to the nape of my neck.

I stopped what I was doing on instinct and leaned into him a little bit. He started to kiss my neck a little bit more and I would be lying if I said I didn't love it.

I moved my neck slightly to one side allowing more access to my skin. Slowly the kisses hot more persistent and constant.

He still had his hands on my waist but they moved a little lower down and closer to the center on my V-line.

At one point he managed to find a sweet spot just below my ear and beside my jawline.

I subconsciously let out a breathy moan but immediately put my hand over my mouth. Chan said nothing but kept at that spot.

He put his hand on mine and removed it from my mouth. Things were going slow but I wondered where they might end up.

I had a certain something in mind though. I questioned whether he was thinking the same thing.

Eventually I got slightly tired of the neck kisses and turned around so he could kiss me straight on.

I connected my lips with his and I heard a low groan come from his mouth. I started to kiss a little more wanting to give him that same type of pleasure.

His tongue swiped across my bottom lip and I didn't hesitate to let it roam my mouth.

I used my own tongue to fight with his creating even more friction. All while I was enjoying this, I was also quite embarrassed to say I had a semi-hard on.

I just had to try and keep his eyes closed while we kissed, I didn't dare look down to see what he felt though.

I felt his hands wander softly over my ass before running down even further to grab my thighs.

He hoisted me up and sat me on the granite counter I had been leaning up again. I moaned softly and kept up the kissing.

Sure we had gone places before, like making out and maybe even a few hickies, but that never ended up like how this was going.

This was very different. It was slow and sensual, just as I would imagine having sex with him for the first time to be.

I was really nervous though. What if I made a move and he shut it down saying he wasn't ready for that?

What if neither of us made a move and nothing ever happened- and just like that, as the thought came, I felt Chan rub his torso up against my groin.

I moaned a bit louder but I had no complaints, that was until he stopped. "Felix, I think we both forget things." He said backing up a little.

"Hm?" I got worried. Was he gonna leave?

"I don't have anything with me. I didn't think this would happen so I don't have any condoms or all that." He moved some loose hair from my face.

"Thats not a problem. I have my own." And I did one of the most bold things I'd ever done, I went straight back to kissing him.

I guess it shocked him, because for a moment he didn't do anything, after a second he started back up again.

"I really don't know why I'm surprised you own that stuff." He whispered between kisses.

"Just for moments like these." I whispered back.

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