The Dream House Part Fourteen
TW: Blood, mentions of self harm and suicide.
Flashback chapter.
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Tubbo's POV
"Tommy, where did you go?"
"Putting something in the car."
"Was it a knife?"
After I was met with silence, I continued.
"I saw it, Tommy. Don't bother denying it."
"Tubbo..."
"Come back."
"Okay give me a moment."
"GET BACK HERE NOW."
"Hold on!"
"NOW, TOMMY. OR ELSE I'M TELLING PHIL."
"You wouldn't."
"I fucking would."
"Tubbo, don't do this."
"Don't make me."
"Just let me die, Tubbo!"
That sentence sent a shiver down my spine. I don't think I've told Tommy that these things actually trigger me and I'm not comfortable talking about it either. That's why I've hated Tommy when he cut himself. But I'm not gonna let my friend die because of it.
Tommy's POV
"Tubbo?" I called.
"I'm not letting you die." He whispered and hung up.
[Dial tone]
"Tommy. Don't start this again. Please." Tubbo uttered, out of breath from running to me.
"Tubbo-" I spoke only to get cut off.
"No, Tommy. Don't go back to your chaotic ways." He said.
"CHAOTIC?"
"Your idiotic and brainless decisions-" He continued.
"That's beside the point! If you have problems, Tommy, you can't keep it to yourself, you have to let it out to someone." Tubbo mentioned.
I've been telling myself I don't have problems but I'm sure that's denial. But I don't think I'm in denial. How can one be in denial about being in denial?
Tubbo's POV
I'm trying to help Tommy. I really am! But I don't like talking about self harm and it's honestly pissing me off.
"And when Phil took us in, it just made me whole again!" He explained.
"Wait so you just told me of how you wanted to die all because of being an orphan?" I confused.
"I mean it was in the past but no one would take us in and like we were there for years!"
"You're telling me you just cut yourself for no reason?"
"Wha- no!"
"YOU JUST SAID-"
"WERE YOU NOT LISTENING TO ANYTHING I SAID?"
"YOU CUT YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU WERE LONELY."
"YEAH."
"TOMMY, YOU'RE SUCH A CRYBABY!"
"WHAT THE FUCK!?"
"THAT SLIT ON THE BACK OF YOUR NECK... YOU CUT BECAUSE SOME KID MADE FUN OF YOU?"
"WE WERE KIDS BACK THEN TOO!"
"SO YOU MADE ME GO THROUGH ALL THAT WITH YOU AT THE ORPHANAGE FOR STUPID REASONS?"
"MADE YOU GO THROUGH ALL THAT?"
"TOMMY, YOU ARE SUCH A CHILD!" I shouted out of frustration, pushing Tommy to the ground on accident.
"WH-" He stuttered, getting back up.
"HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF SUCKING IT UP FOR ONCE?"
I couldn't control my anger even when I tried.
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?" He said with pure anger.
Tommy was actually angry now. He pushed me harshly till I fell back and hit my head on the wall behind me. It hurt. Everything slowly went black.
Tommy's POV
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?" I yelled.
I don't know what the fuck his deal was! But I wasn't gonna let him get away with it. I shoved him harder than he pushed me. Maybe a little too hard. He fell to the ground unconscious.
"Tubbo?" I called.
I walked over to him and wanted to check if he was okay. I put my hand behind his head and found that Tubbo's head was bleeding. I tried to wake him up but couldn't. I called Phil but he didn't pick up. I quickly ran to the car and brought my water, pouring a little on his face to wake him up.
"Tubbo, wake up!" I ordered, hearing him sniffle and watching him flinch.
"Tubbo! Are you okay?"
He got up in shock, gasping for air.
"Be careful... your head is bleeding."
"What happened-?" He asked, completely unaware of his surroundings.
"You- do you not remember?"
He nodded no.
"I think you have a concussion..." I conveyed, feeling my phone vibrate.
It was Dream, he told us to meet him for lunch now.
"We have to get back. Can you get up?"
He nodded yes. We slowly made our way to the others.
"Tubbo, Tommy, what happened!?" Dream questioned us.
"Is that blood!?" He asked.
"It's a long story... I think he has a concussion." I replied, sitting Tubbo down on the bench.
"Phil. PHIL!" Dream called, looking back at him.
"Holy shit! What happened?" Phil inquired, running towards us.
"GUYS IT'S KARL. HE'S GONE." Quackity announced, after running to us breathlessly.
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