What Would Have Happened?

heaven or hell? "

A/n talk about God heaven and hell and death in this chaper if you are uncomfortable or read them stop here you do not have to read it

Also in this book Alice and Jasper Are NOT MATES in this one jasper and Jane ARE MATES in this one. They did not know they where because Marcus is dead so they forever not knowing that they are mates

Jane POV

I have not been feeling good now for weeks but I have not said anything but I'm sure Jasper knows and I'm sure jacob and his pack know too.

I was sitting on my bed when jasper came in we are friends he but I think he knows that I have not been my self about 15 years

"You may have everyone else fool by saying that you are okay but I know you are not and I know carlisle can tell that you are not okay."

Oh crap he knows "tell me what they did to you ?"
He asked " nothing they did not do anything to me" I say it is bad enough that edward and Bella knows i do not want everyone to know

" Jane please as your mate I really want to help you"

*after she tell him*

"THEY DID WHAT TO YOU ?!?!?!!??" I never seen him mad before.

" you are going to have carlisle give you a check up and there is no if and but about it because you are really pale well paler then normal for a vampire let go"

" can do you a favor?" I ask him " okay and that is " " can you not tell my brother Felix and Demetri please they do not know and I know if they find out they would go after them and they well kill my brothers if they try and stick up for me "

"Fine but carlisle is doing the check up to make sure you are okay"

"Okay" I tell him then we go to carlisle to see what is wrong with me and why I have not been feeling like myself after he run some test he look more pale then normal and that is saying something

Then I started to throwing up and it is bad like really bad I have never felt like this before well a few times over the years but I never thought anything about it.

"well dad what is going on with her and why is she sick? Because vampires can not get sick" Jasper said

"Well there is no easy way to say this um but um Jane you have cancer stage 5 Leukemia that is why you been so sick and can not keep any blood or food down"

"H-h-how l-l-long?" I asked and I know I did not have long for the way he looked it me

" 3 months maby 4 months I'm sorry but I think you should tell your brother Felix and Demetri"

"I well when the time is right is it normal to be scared of dying?" I asked

"It is completely normal" he tell me I wonder if God have forgiven me for all the sins I have done I wonder if I will go to heaven or hell?

"Do you think God have forgiven me for my sins?" I asked him

"Do you Believe in The Son The Father and The Holy Spirit?"

"Yes I do" I say

"Then he have already forgiven you jane" he tell me

"Dad is there anything you can do?" I hear jasper ask

"I'm am sorry Son but no it not it is everywhere in her body" he tell him

Jasper then hug me tightly "I love you so so so much" "I love you so so so much too" he just keeps holding me in his arms and it feels really good

"I can not tell my brother Felix and Demetri that I'm am dying " I tell him"but I know I have to maby i leave them a note because it well hurt a lot when I tell them there nothing we can do that it is everywhere in my body"

"What is everywhere in your body sister?" Here Alec
"You dying?!" Felix and Demetri asked

"Yes I'm am dying I have cancer stage 5 Leukemia it um it is everywhere in my body" I tell them

*time jump*

Jasper POV

I want to find Alec Felix and Demetri because I want ask jane to marry me I know we do not have long but I want to able to call her my wife

"Here go the ring" Alice says give it to me "thanks" I tell her "I'm am so Jasper about Jane it is not fair for you or her" she said

"Hey guys can we talk please" I asked "yeah sure" Alec said

"I love your sister more then my own life she is my everything and it kills me not to be able to help her with that being said I would like yours blessed to marry Jane"

"You have are blessing " they all say it same time "thank you so much"

*in jasper and Jane room*

"Hello love" I say to her walk over to her she looking in the mirror she has lost all of her hair it this point from the chemotherapy

"You still look beautiful as always " I tell her then kiss her deeply" come for a walk with me

"Okay" she say

"I want to ask you something"

"Okay"

"I love you with all of my heart well you marry me please?"

"Yes I will I love you too" I put the ring on her finger

*time jump to after the wedding*

"I love you Jane Hale Whitlock"
"I love you too Jasper Hale Whitlock"

Then she fulls to the ground I get to her in time and sit on the ground holding her I can feel she in so much pain that she is ready to let go

"It okay you are okay you can let go love you do not have to fight anymore" I tell her with Vernon in my eyes "I love you so much my wife" then her eyes closed

I was hopping that she would open them again " I love you so much" I tell her still holding her I can no longer feel her emotions and I knew she was gone

It hurts it hurts so much

*100 years later*

Pain that all I feel now nothing but pain so much of it that I stay away from my family I do not want them to feel what I'm am feeling everyday all day and night

"Jasper here a blood bag" carlisle tell me "you need to feed" he says
I started crying again because it hurts more and more he pulled me into his Ames

"I want this pain to stop everyday it get worse" I tell him

"I know son I know" he then leaves out of the room leaving the blood bag

I drink it then feels sleepy so I lay down and go to sleep

A/n hey guys so this is the end of this book I hope you love this book as much as I love to make it this was the heared thing I did because I did not know if I wanted to kill jane or not so yeah it took a lot of time to do but I'm am ending this book here yes it is a cliffhanger but I'm am sorry but I'm leave it like that again I hope you like the book thank you so much for read it