What Would Have Happened?

*this is an original song so please don't not judge*

"What would have happened?"

I was living all alone in the woods
With no love and no care
What did i do 
For them to hate me so much?

I just wish that someone
That anyone will love me
I just need someone 
Just one to love me
But i know that will never happen

What would have happened if i did have someone to love me
What would have happened if they have cared 
What would have happened if did have a mother and father that want me

I was only five years old when they found me in the woods all alone
I was only 10 when he hit  me 
I need love i need  care but  i know that  will never happen

What would have happened if i did have love
What would have happened if i was not a freak
That i was normal 
What would happen if it was no more of me

Could i make the world a battered plane my own family did not want me 
So this is true i would make the world a better place without me in it.

Jane pov

"Jane, you go and talk to her?" Bella ask me

"Me?" I thought  that they hate me

"We do not hate you  and you can relate more than anyone  here"

"Rosaline can relate more than me" I do not want anyone to know what was happening to me.

I mean aro and cause were going to kill Alec if I did not do what they want me to do.

"You are around the same age as her and we will talk about what they did to you when you come back in. "

"Okay" then i go and find Renesmee i found her crying*time jump to when Edward and Jane and Bella are talking about what happened to her

"I know that they abuse you "
Please do not
"I know that they screamed at you "
Do he have to make at real
"And i know that they raped you"
Please stop talking
"Jane it is okay you are safe here no one is going to hurt you now you are safe"
"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ME "
"I know that you were not always evil or the devil child like they called that they broke you "

"No, i deserve everything that happened to me it was my fault " then i see his face go from calm to angry

"IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT THAT HAPPENED TO YOU THEY SHOULD HAVE NEVER DONE THAT TO YOU!" 

Why does he care what did i do for him to see the good in me?

"You save our daughter and you are not evil or the devil child"

"no, i deserve everything that they did to me why can you not get that?" 

"that is not true you did not wrong for them to do that to you "

"yes, t's why because i almost get my brother killed when we were human so yes everything they did to me was my fault."

why can he not see that everything that happens to me was my fault and i did what i had to do to keep Alec Felix and Dimitri safe and i well keep do it? they are all i have and with use on the run from Aro i'm am worried about what he will do to them because of me i will not let anything happen to them.

"jane you do not have to do it all on your own we can help keep you and them safe."

"and put you and your family in danger after you just get your daughter back no i will not do that i made a promise that i would keep her safe and that is what it will do and that means i have to leave then i will i know aro and he will not give up."

"you do not have to leave Alice will see if he was up to something and we will be ready if anything happens but you do not have to go anywhere you and alec Felix and Dimitri are welcome to say here and that is what you are going to do and i do not want to hear "but i have put you and your family in danger, "Bella says wow so this is what love feels like 

"fine but i know Aro and he will not give up the problem think that you have killed us or we are in hiding from you and just have not made it back yet"

"you do not need to worry about him or cause 

renesmee pov

Dear diary, today has been one crazy day. i get adopted back into my own family i do not know how that happens but i did. i do not know if i can trust them they did leave me in the woods alone. how can i trust someone who does that to a little girl what if they just want me back so that they can kill me, after all, they are vampires who are to say that they will not just kill me i have been on my own ever seen i was five and now they want to walk into my life and think I'm am going to welcome them with open arms and act like nothing has to happen not going to happen they do not know what i have been thought i just wish-"

"Renesmee?" i look and to see that it was Bella or should i say my mother who did not want me it all?

"what?" i say i hope she does not think that I'm am going to like her just like that nope not happening

"i know it may seem like we did not want you but we did we love you so much and I wish that i could have done something to keep you safe i know you hate us and you have every right to do so but just give us a chance to make it up to you."

"there was a lot you could have done one i don't know what i do know YOU COULD come LOOKING FOR ME but you did not and now you just want me to come and forgive you for not going to happen!"

Then i walked off this not happening.
Why can my life be normal i just wish that could be normal and not a freak but that is all am is a freak.

Jane pov

"You do not know that they will never give up until they have me, Alec Felix and Demetri, back and i don't want you and your family to be put into danger because of me"
"You are going to stay it is no problem Jane we will not let anything happen to them I promise on my life they will never touch you again "
"Thinks "