way do i have to be a freak?

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When I get to school the next day I had to go to the front office. "Renesmee you forgot to pick up your detention slips so give this to the teacher that gives the paper yesterday then go to detention for your first three classes of the day then go to lunch then go to class you need to get your grades up or you want a date."

(what she have on but a lot darker she is gothic now and like the dark and creep stuff)

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(what she have on but a lot darker she is gothic now and like the dark and creep stuff)

" I have asked for help but no one wants to help me so it does not matter" today there are new kids the Cullen I just hope that they do not have to see me get beat up on their first day here.

"Okay, but what you have on is not school appropriate can you please to the leat and found and put something else on?"

"how about i do not it do no matter what i do nothing will be good enough for this school"

i love how she get scared of me. if only everyone will be like her and just stay away from me then that be good. i mean my own family is doing that they did not want me at all.

that is the truth my own family did not want me. if I ever had a family like I sided I do not remember anything that happens before I get to the foster care system so that did not help and my locket does not open so I do not know if I had a mom and dad.

the way I can be love I just want to be love. when I get to the lunchroom I get a free hot dog I do not have money so this is what I eat every day I see the Cullen's.

Then I run into Kinsley she is at the orphanages she is on the same floor as me she hates me they all do. "where you think you're going Lake Nose what type of name Renesmee anyway?''

why do I have to be a freak "that is a stupid name I just think your parents did just want you to be a freak or they would have given you a normal name." then she takes my locket overthinking about bout about  what she will do to me "give it back."

I say think she can not hear me but she does so tells then so when I want to get it she put over her head "jump for it Nessie jump freak okay now you listen to me you are nothing you will never be anything but a freak lets see what this say is that what this says ''more than my own life." you do not believe that do you they did not want you they left you in the woods by your self so this maybe I should get rid of it for you."

"no" " no what that I shouldn't beat you up?" then her hand came up "hey what do you think you are doing?" The girl who stopped her hands had long blond hair. her skin was pale white almost like bones. she was extremely beautiful. her eyes were a gold color like butterscotch.

" you must be new here so you and your family probably do not know this she is the school pushing bag so if you what to have a go it the freak then go ahead," Kinsley says to her

" how about you leave her alone or else?" " or else what?" " or else I put you in the hospital on life support so do not miss with her no more o and I heard what you said to her how do you know that her family did want her and just lost her when they were in the woods or at was an accident where she and a family friend had to lever so you do not know anything." then Kinsley wake off say that when she sees that was going to kill her. " you know that you should have done that now she is going to make you and your family live a living hell." "we had worst so what your name sweetie." "Renesmee think you for helping me." "i'm am Rosalie nice to me you Renesmee will see you around." that was weird will this will not last long before her and her family tune on me so whatever no one will be my friend and how she was talking it was like she know what happens to me but that is crazy so whatever. Just what to be normal was can I have a family that loves me and not just leave me in the woods and have hell I wish had someone who loves me but no one do or ever will so it do not matter to me if I live or die. I would do the world a better place if I would just kill myself and be a freak that knows no one is going to love me so it does not matter if die no one is going to care I know how i'm am going to kill myself.

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