Loving and fighting
Accusing, uniting
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me"
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
A long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'
Hiding in the shock and the chill in my bones
They took you away on a table
I pace back and forth as you lay still
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming, "please don't leave me"
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying baby, let's go home
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Hold on
Renesmee pov
When I wake up there was a bright light then I see rosalie "Where Where I'm am I at?"
"You are at the Hospital after you try to kill yourself way in the hell would you do that do you know even though my family and I just meet you it feel like we known you forever and you trying to kill yourself mad us sad and it hurt a lot we do not want to lose you ever."
I did not think me trying to kill my self will hurt someone but then again she mint not mine at. Then I see three people in the room with us "Um UM who are they rosalie?"
" This Sam he is a friend and then this is Jane and Alce they are Um-" "We are friends with the Cullen's" " No more like frenemy's we like them but we don't like them." If looks could kill then Alce and Jane would have die from the look that Sam guy was look at them.
Just then a doctor come in "Hello Renesmee my name is Dr. Cullen but you can call me Carlisle okay." He was nice and he look like the rest of his family and Jane and Alce "hi." "So how are you feeling?" "good but my head hurt but other then that i'm am good."
"That is normal I give you some painkiller to help so who do I need to call to come and pick you up or do you want to stay a little while longer."
"I live in an orphanage wait my locket where is my locket? it was the only thing I had when the fond me and I never ever take it off."
"We will find it." then Rosalie get my locket out of her pocket "Thank you thank you so much for everything but I need to get to the orphanage or I will be lock out we have to in by a certain time or the door is lock." I lie if I not back in time to make dinner it will be in
trouble and not beale to eat for two moths and I do not want that I have not eat at all this moth and I do not know how long I will beale to go with out. They obviously did not believe me.
"Will I will just call the orphanage and tell them where you are at and how long you will be here but untill then you need to eat something you are not at the weight you need to be at for a girl your age your weight is 10 pons but you need to be at 100pons so untill you get to the weight you need to at you have to stay here sorry." Yes that mine I get to eat yes thank god I have food in me.
"Okay think you but you do not need to do that." I tell him even though everything inside of me scream telling me to stay and get some food in me but I did not.
"At my job as your doctor to make sure that you are safe and will fad everyday and the orphanage will not mind at all." Okay I have to tell him.
"Not they will mine I'm am the made I have to everything or I do not get to eat I have not eaten seen school about 2 months ago the orphanage told them that I did not have money so I could not buy anything and if did have money I stole it and they had to call the police on me. But this not the first time at happened a lot and they is way I try to kill myself and I also get bullied Rosalie stayed up for me today by threatening to girl in the hospital on life support."
"Did she now."
"Wow did not believe Blondie that did not like bullies."
"Okay will now we have to see if you can stay with anyone else will you get your weight up but in the mine time you should get some sleep you had along day."
"I can't everytime I go to sleep I have a dream about these things with bright red eyes and they are chasing me and trying to get me but they never do but I'm scared that they are going to get me because they are so fast and they call my name I do not know how they know my name."
They look like they have seen a ghost when I get done. I did not want to sleep at all but I know I need to.
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