Renesmee POV
I found a piano so I start to play one of the songs that I wrote a long time ago when they first started to rape me.
I shut everyone out I would not come out of my room unless they called me but other than that I did not come out of my room.
I would stay in there it was my Safe Haven.
I start to sing
Two am, where do I begin
Crying off my face again
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed
I'm the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know well
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again
Too afraid, to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
For the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me till I fall asleep
I'm the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know well
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again
Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me
And the lonely
dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again
"Not about angels"
We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to toss this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?
'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special
Don't give me up
Don't give
Me up
How unfair, it's just our love
Found something real that's out of touch
But if you'd searched the whole wide world
Would you dare to let it go?
'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special
Don't give me up
Don't give
Me up
'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special
It's not, about not about angels, angels
Just then someone comes in and sits next to me as I end the song.
"Hey" Jane say "hi," I say back
"What's wrong?"
"No one would know how it feels to think that you are unloved unwashed for so long and now I just found out that I had a family. it is too much for me to take in."
"your mother and father love you so much they were well to die to keep you safe to make sure that you have life and i know what if they could go back and save you from what happens to you they would" jane say to me she became like a sister to me
"i do not know what to say to them how to act all i know is abuse no love and no care "
" you have love and you have care everyone in this house love Renesmee just give them a chance because they want to be there for you and hey they would do anything for you they love you." She says
" Can we talk?" i hear Edward who is dad say
"i give you a min to talk," she says then she leaves and now i do not know what to do i do not what to say or what to do
"i like to play something for you is the okay ?" he asks "yes "
he starts to play this beautiful song and i know thermometer the song. I remember everything. I remember looking at jane alec Felix and demerit leave i remember them looking over me when i was little i start to cry it was my fault everything i was sleep and i full off of Jacob back
"hey it's not your fault nothing was your or Jacob fault you was not even one yet when happening and you did not get much sleep and it was your nip time we look for you everywhere we could not find you until least week when we move back
*Meanwhile*
"How did you know that the song would work?" Bella ask me
"She Holmes at when she was little she remembered something but not everything knew she just needed a little bit of help."
"Daddy I'm am sorry am sorry" I keep saying over and over again
"It i processor is home now and safe and nothing is going to happen to you again my little girl is home and you are home now" then I fall asleep in my arms like I use to do
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