Growing up I didn't care for the difference in being straight or gay or bi or pan or anything other than the default. I just never and will never care for it. To me, I don't see the point in people being homophobic or transphobic. We are humans after all, we all get made the same way, and we all come from a vagina. That sounds stupid on paper or in general but it's the truth. I understand that people have different religions, I don't understand how loving who you love can be banned or a sin in any way. I don't know my research which is a crazy thing to say because I should do my research before I go posting something for the public to see. But this is my opinion, I am not putting up facts or statistics of what the Bible says or not or of what other religions allow or not. I am saying what I think and what I believe, love who you love and don't care for what others have to say. I get that it can hurt you mentally or physically, but date who you want, hook up with who you want, marry who you want. Know that you don't have to label yourself with a sexuality, you don't have to be a certain gender or use certain pronouns, you don't have to be uncomfortable in your own life. This is your life and no matter who tries to control it, no matter what they say or do, get up and take control. And don't deny yourself or try to change yourself because that will make things harder, but it is okay to take things slow. The process of trying to figure out who you are will never end, you will always question something or find out something new. Though, it is important to always be comfortable in your own body and with you life. Also make sure to stay alive, because you will never know if your problems will be fixed or if it will get better. If you're like me and still in the closet, then know you're not alone. I'm trying to follow my own advice and tell my family but I also don't even know if I want to come out. I think if I get a boyfriend I will tell them about it, if I get a girlfriend I will tell them about it, if I get a partner I want to tell my family about it. I wouldn't be where I am without my friends though, they helped me in ways they don't know. They have no clue about how supportive they have been and how grateful I am for having them. I hope this helped you and if you think it will help anyone else please share it.
Thank you for taking you time to read this, if you want to talk my messages are always open and you can message me through tiktok also at theidiotloser14. I would love to make new friends and to be there for people. Just know I love you!
-cam <3
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