Save me

Bad news

I can't wake her up

You have to

No

Yes Dereck

Hey Max

Yes

Sit up

What

He closed the door and my heart started beating faster

Max you have an aggressive brain tumor

What

I wish I was kidding but I'm not

I started crying and hyperventilating I don't have anyone to hold me as I cried. I spent the night crying

The next morning I woke up with massive headache

Owww fuck me

What wrong

My head hurts badly

Someone page Nero please

I laid there with tears streaming down my face

I want to die please just let me die I don't want to live anymore please this cancer will kill me anyway what's the point of fighting anymore

I started puking

Make sure her airway are cleared

I want to die now

You don't I promise

They put me through the cat scan

We need to get this out now

What

We're saving your life

I want to die now I cried

I went into the operation room as they put the sleeping mask on

Wait I took Alex arm

What

Tell Dereck and Meredith I love them if I don't make it I cried

You'll do great I promise I'm right here

They put the mask on as I doze off to sleep

Dereck entered the room

Can you do this

I don't know it huge

She just told me that she love you and Meredith

Great now I have to save her Dereck said concerned

He made the first cut which made the entire room gasp. He dug and dug

It too huge Dereck said

Try your best Alex exclaimed

He tried expelling all the tumor but it was too much to do it

I can't do this Dereck said in feeling beaten by this tumor which is his job to take them out

If I go further she going to turn into a baby

Alex closes please

I ripped my mask off and went into the scrubbing room as tears fell down my face I couldn't believe I gave up on her

Stop closing

I tried one more time

There no hope

I looked at Meredith who was crying

I'm sorry I mouthed

You giving up on her Meredith bursting through the room

I'm not giving up

The Dereck I know would go until he couldn't. The shit this girl been through is harrowing we should save her Meredith yelled

Get out of my OR

She left

I took the tumor out to the best of my ability and just prayed it was the right move

Close her I said turning to leave

I went to find Meredith in the supply room sobbing

Hey

She hugged as she crying

I think we should adopt Max

You do

Yes you great with her and I'm love her she like my daughter now

Okay

Dereck

Yes

She had a seizure

What

I ran back to her room

Calm down sweetie it okay I'm right here okay. I picked her up from her bed and I held her to my chest rocking her back and forth as the medicine wore

Dereck I heard her voice

Yes

What happen

You had life saving surgery

I lifted back to her bed

I did

Yes

Follow the light

I left her to sleep more

Did you save her Owen said running towards me

Yes I did

Thank god

Me and Meredith are thinking of adopting her

Good

How is she

Tired

I'm just glad we got done before it was too late

Back into Max's room she had the motivation to take shower. I got up and hobble to the shower. I took a long hot shower as the water hit my body I sobbed harder as I leaned my head against the shower tile.

When I got out I was fixing my hair when big clumps of hair started falling. I walked into the hallway as the walk felt they were crumbling upon me. I walked to my doctor

Hey Max

I showed them and they all gave me a hug as I sobbed harder. They sat me down in a chair as they shaved it off my head I sobbed so hard