Save me

Show me love

I started feeling weak as the chemo is pumped into my body. Every day I just feel like giving up but I can't give up now. I was blasting music in my room today I was having a off day. I got out of bed and was dancing with my music blaring I felt free well until part popper come by

Will you turn that off

No

Excuse me Alex said taking my phone

Hey I'm living here now deal with it

There other kids on the floor to

I'm special

Get some sleep

I need my phone

No

You the evil step brother of the pedatric floor

Too bad Alex said in loving way

I laid down and thought to myself he cares about me the first person to care about me

Keep this in your drawers

Why you begin Mr Meany head Ariszona said jokingly

Care about the kid alright I don't like seeing her hurt

You have soft spot Ales Jo said

Stop it

Are we going on a date

I have stay here with Max

What Jo said

Owen wants me to be with her Alex said

She eighteen she can defend herself Jo said

She was in rough shape and still in Alex said in loving way

I grabbed my walker

Alex is the first person to care me and show me what love is

Did your parents do that Jo said in mean way

Jo why would you say that Alex said defending me

I'm just asking Jo said defending herself

I'm going to get a juice box does anyone needs anything I said in a cheery voice

No Alex insisted

Can I have you my phone me touching his hand

Later after rounds at least Alex said in authority way

I started walking and Jo caught up to me

You seem interested in Alex

He kind and hot but not in that way I more look at him as big brother I never had

Where is your brother she said helping me sit down

My brother was part of gang and he ran away from him haven't heard from him in a while I said eating my food

Trauma a hit and run

I have to go

Good luck

I was walking back to my room when I tripped and fell on the floor

The nurse helped me up and walked to my room

Owen POV

I arrived to the trauma call

What happen

Massive motorcycle accident three teens involved Kepiner said

The first ambulance came

Xander age 19 vital stable

Grey and me on it

We took him to trauma bag

Hunt this is Max brother

What

Same last name Grey said

You are right I said in happy voice

Call pediatric tell her that her brother here

Back to Max The nurse came into my room

Your brother here

Xander great just great tell him he go burn in hell like all I care

Here message from Max he go die in hell

Not a happy family reunion happening Meredith joked

I looked at her not joking matter

Where am I

Xander I'm Dr.Hunt I'm taking care of you

Where am I?

You at the hospital I said

What why?

You were in a motorcycle accident

Eyes are huge page Shepard

On it the nurse said quickly

Back into Max room and took my razor and I cut myself deeper then I have ever

The nurse walked in

Why doing this sweetie

I'm lost I don't want to be alive I said

Alex

Yes

What now

She was cutting herself

Let me talk to her Alex said

Alex shut the doors behind the nurse

He sat down next to me

You can't be cutting yourself he said

I know I don't want to but

But what

My brother is here and I'm having bad memories I said sadly Trying not the cry

I see you having reaction to your brother

Yes I said

Get some sleep he said getting up

I can't sleep I said yawning

You can't sleep you probably on your phone to much he said jokingly

Laid down and shut your eyes

I don't that I said frustrated

He closed the blinds and laid down next me as I placed my head on his warm chest as I fell asleep to his heart beat.

Buzz

I have to go Alex whispered

Don't leave me I tiredly said

He got out from my grasp and left as I let out deep cry

He showed me what true love is