Save me

Reliving the pain

When I woke up my face was caked in salt and the doctor surrounded my bed

What is happening

How you feeling

Bad depressed and suicidal I want to die

You going for psych consult today

What

You need one

I'm perfectly fine

You are Jo said I found you in the bathroom cutting again

What

I never saw you

Probably because you were drunk

I tried leaving but I was handcuffed to the bed

What the fuck

You don't run again

I'm not going

You have to

I'm not I kept screaming and thrashing my hand was getting cut by the handcuffs.

Get out of these I screamed and sobbed

No

Yes please

The doctor gave me a sedated

The doctor POV

Are you ready to give the shock of her life

We wheeled her to the morgue and placed her on the table of the refrigerator where dead body go

They lifted her on the mental slab

When I woke up I saw metal all around I was strapped in on table and next to me there was dead body

Get me out of here  I cried

They rolled me out

It was the doctor all of them I trusted them all

What are you doing

You deserve this Owen said

How what

It to teach you a lesson

About what

Life is meaning full

Just get me out here

Okay

They undid me and I ran to empty operation room

There were X-ray lining the wall but image there was my family and I started screaming at them

You did this to me look what you did are you happy I screamed louder you did this to me I screamed louder

Is she yelling at X-Ray

Shh just let her

Dad mom Xander and Lilly you made me do this to myself and you hurt me you let it happen I yelled at the top of my lungs

Who do you think you are running leaving scars collecting your jar of hearts tearing love apart you gonna catch cold from the ice inside you soul so don't come back for me I screamed louder as my body gave up and passed out on the floor again

The team ran inside the room to save her

Dereck

This isn't good

What

She has passed out three times I need to a cat scan to make sure nothing else is going on

Okay you do what you need to do

We put her on the stretcher

We laid her in the cat scan but she woke up

Where am I? I cried

Max breathe your okay it Dr.Shepard

Why am I in this machine

Just breathe and watch the movie

The machine spin around me which mad my head hurt

After my cat scan I took nap because I was emotionally exhausted

Dereck POV

I looked at her scans and my heart dropped for her there was huge tumor I didn't know how to break the new to her

I went to find Owen

Don't tell me

It not good

What

She has a brain tumor

What

She been through so much

We just have tell her

I don't think I can

Yes you can

We walked to her room and she asleep